𝙋𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙏𝙞𝙢𝙚 ~〽️

•𝘉𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘕𝘰𝘸 • [𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘢.𝘜]

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𝑩𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝒃𝒚 𝑷𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆

He looks at the pictures in his gallery swiping through each one feeling shitty by the day. He didn't mean to let the love of his life doesn't the way he did. The facade of him saying he was better after so much happening was starting to take a tow on him.

You pro'lly think that you are better now, better now
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything
Woulda gave you everything
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I only say that 'cause you not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything
Woulda gave you everything, oh-oh oh

He remembers seeing the broken hearted tears stain her face. The little mascara she had on running down her cheeks. Her lipstick smudged and foundation cracked from the face she made when she walked in on him with another women.

He wished things wouldn't have come to this. Him falling in temptation and losing the one that was down for him at all times. He wished that she'd be back the next day and forgive him. As much as he looked at the front door that never happened.

When the two of you were still together he was the happiest. Nothing could bring him down not even a small fuck up that meant nothing. You were his light, his rock, his everything.

I did not believe that it would end, no
Everything came second to the Benzo
You're not even speakin' to my friends, no
You knew all my uncles and my aunts though
Twenty candles, blow 'em out and open your eyes
We were lookin' forward to the rest of our lives
Used to keep my picture posted by your bedside
Now it's in your dresser with the socks you don't like
And I'm rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin'
With my brothers like it's Jonas, Jonas
Drinkin' Henny and I'm tryna forget
But I can't get this shit outta my head

The day that everything went down was actually a beautiful day. The day started off great. The two of you waking up in each others arms. Had a good laugh over lunch. And spent time together. He then got a phone call from Hashirama calling him up for boys night which you didn't mind him going.

"Go. I don't mind, really. You have friends as well so go for it" you smile up at him

"Thank you,love. I love you" he hugs you and kisses your lips happy to have an understanding person by his side.