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𝑩𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝑵𝒐𝒘𝒃𝒚𝑷𝒐𝒔𝒕𝑴𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒆
He looks at the pictures in his gallery swiping through each one feeling shitty by the day. He didn't mean to let the love of his life doesn't the way he did. The facade of him saying he was better after so much happening was starting to take a tow on him.
You pro'lly think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything Woulda gave you everything You know I say that I am better now, better now I only say that 'cause you not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything Woulda gave you everything, oh-oh oh
He remembers seeing the broken hearted tears stain her face. The little mascara she had on running down her cheeks. Her lipstick smudged and foundation cracked from the face she made when she walked in on him with another women.
He wished things wouldn't have come to this. Him falling in temptation and losing the one that was down for him at all times. He wished that she'd be back the next day and forgive him. As much as he looked at the front door that never happened.
When the two of you were still together he was the happiest. Nothing could bring him down not even a small fuck up that meant nothing. You were his light, his rock, his everything.
I did not believe that it would end, no Everything came second to the Benzo You're not even speakin' to my friends, no You knew all my uncles and my aunts though Twenty candles, blow 'em out and open your eyes We were lookin' forward to the rest of our lives Used to keep my picture posted by your bedside Now it's in your dresser with the socks you don't like And I'm rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin' With my brothers like it's Jonas, Jonas Drinkin' Henny and I'm tryna forget But I can't get this shit outta my head
The day that everything went down was actually a beautiful day. The day started off great. The two of you waking up in each others arms. Had a good laugh over lunch. And spent time together. He then got a phone call from Hashirama calling him up for boys night which you didn't mind him going.
"Go. I don't mind, really. You have friends as well so go for it" you smile up at him
"Thank you,love. I love you" he hugs you and kisses your lips happy to have an understanding person by his side.