Mania +All American+

Chapter 6: Ashers an asshole

(A/N who do you think Jades real mom is?)

"Your home?" Spencer asked as I stumbled into the baker household.

"I'm normally here," I slurred and took another sip of the alcohol I had.

"Never sober," he acknowledged.

"Not as much fun," I told him.

"You cant outrun this. And you werent the only one hurt by this information," Spencer snapped.

"You know. It makes sense to me now," I said to him.

"What makes sense?" He asked angrily.

"Why grace always loved you more!" I yelled at him.

"No, its becuase your a selfish bitch who makes dumbass decisions like partying until shes black out drunk and dating gang members!" He yelled.

"This is why I wasnt going to tell you about shawn. I love him and he loves me!" I yelled.

"He cant love you. Hes not capable of loving someone more then hisself!" He growled.

"Stay out of my life Spencer. Your not my brother so you dont have to worry about protecting me from people who dont love me. Or from myself. Or from my damn illness. Your free to only worry about yourself now, not this selfish bitch!"

"Okay okay. Break it up," zan yelled running inbetween us.

"Mind ya buisness, Zan," Spencer said to the dark skinned boy before turning to me,"I wonder what shawn would think about both baker boys and JJ being wrapped your finger."

"Considering he introduced us I'd say he wouldnt mind," zan growled.

"How do you know shawn?" Spencer asked.

"None of your buisness," zan said lowly.

He knew he had fucked up.

"Great.  Just great. You do keep great company, Jade."

"Let's go," I said to Zan.

He grabbed my arm and led me upstairs. He grabbed my bipolar medicine and gave it to me with a cup of water. He watched me take it before collapsing on my bed.

"I'm fucked arent i?" He asked after a minute.

"He might not say anything," I said to Zan.

"My mom is running for D.A. she is one of the best lawyers in the country. If she finds out it wont be just me going to jail. How do you feel about visiting your boyfriend behind bars?" He ranted.

"Spencer may not say anything. And shes your mom. Do you think she'd turn you in?" I asked him.

"She will if she finds out I killed a man."

The room went dead silent. I figured he had killed to get the gang. I just never asked.

"Who?" I asked him quietly.

"I dont know. Shawn pointed someone out and said if I wanted in I had to kill them. So I did. Not everyone got it easy like coop," he said to me,"and now it's too late for me."

I handed him a joint and a lighter. Me and him both lit one and filled the room with smoke.

"You are much more fun then your brother," he said to me.

"I will defend you Zan. I got your back."

He laughed and continued to smoke. We both stopped after a few hits and called it a night. When I got ready the next day I put on a white crop top and white jeans. White converse to match it. Spencer wasnt meeting me or Zans eyes. He didnt leave with us like he normally did. Jordan also didnt but he was going to meet Ripley.