The Insecure Diaries According To

They will go, things will change

Okay, this is going to be a filler.

I'm sorry I haven't been updating this at all but here I go. A lot of stupid things have happened while I wasn't updating. Well where do I start.

My book I'm writing is gonna be a little...all over the place. I want to wrote two things and incorporate then in one book so I'm trying too but I know the book is going too fast and isn't at all as realastic as I planned so I might erase it ans start over or I might just continue on from where I am and hope it doesn't get too bad..  Sorry.

I've been throwing up non stop and can't eat much so okay, plus the fact I lost a lot of people I called my friends or even best friends and thats okay. I dont want a lot of friends as I begin to start high school. I don't. I really hope I dont get a lot of friends even tho I doubt I will even make 2, but thats good. I honestly really dont need people to like me and sometimes I dont want people to like me cause it's funny pissing them off all the time! If someone doesn't like me I'll ask why, but then get over it and I'm not gonna cry about it cause who cares anyway.

People you know will leave toy through out school and life in general. Theyll leave and things will change from the total slightest to dramatically that things won't ever be the same. Thats okay too, it happend for a reason right?

Don't be afraid of loosing people who dont bring out a better happier you. If they dont keep you constant on the positive and dont make yoy happy then dont be afraid to loose em cause honestly it might be good for you.

Don't stress over it honestly. Cause half the time it won't even matter so just keep smiling and finding things that make you genuinely happy. Dont stress over stupid shat it worn last forever and if it does who the hell cares let it go then. Okai, I'm done now.