The Insecure Diaries According To

Chain Letters

So it's 1:55 pm right now and yesterday I felt so pathetic. The whole day, from when I woke up to when I went to bed. If you know me and are reading this, its not even what you think.

While I was in the shower (where all my awesome ideas come from) I thought about a lot. Such as, why everyone's so insecure and what not. They can only hurt you if you let them. Just cause they say something mean doesn't mean its true, its only true if you believe it. If you're struggling so much that you want to die, two words for you, GET HELP. Sometimes you have to stop waiting for people to help you and you have to help yourself.

Honestly, I'm very very insecure. It's not because other people make me feel like I'm not good enough its because I feel like I'm not good enough for myself. I never feel good enough for myself and I'm trying to change myself so I can make myself happy not other people.

Yes, sometimes I feel like I'm not even good enough for others and I do things a little differently to change things so people can like me but let's get honest here TONS of people do the same thing, most common with guys and girls if they like someone.

I'm not alone on this one so judge me if you please, but I'm sure you do the same thing- a bit.

By the way, ALWAYS forward those chain letters cause I got one and I didn't pass it on, next thing you know I can't go to my friends house, I constantly get screamed at by my mom, I have to do a poop load of chores and I felt like I lost so many people close to me.

Don't mess with those letters. Poop gets real.

-&@;6xxx