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Perfect is Fucked Up

Wazzzupp, I'm feeling good, pretty bored at the moment. I don't really know what to say, I don't want to say anything depressing and I don't really know what to say thats all that happy either.

I've been rude and dull for a couple days. I don't know today I realized how many people actually changed.

My friend J doesn't smile or isn't as loud as she used to be, I don't love the same way I used to or I'm not as happy on my own as I was before, and my other friends haven't been as happy or something and if they are I don't know I start to find them annoying, and that makes me a bitch.

Oh yeah, perfect sucks ass. Everyone wants to be perfect well perfect isn't fun. Cause once you're perfect and you screw up, you screw up everything else and everyone's expectations of you. I'm not perfect, people say I am and I don't know why but I'm nothing close to perfect. No one really is and if you are then cheers to you. Perfect is what everyone tricks you into thinking you should be until you start saying "I want to be perfect for myself not for what other people want"

Well darling...you already are changing yourself for them without noticing because you covered "them" for "myself".

 

I will admit sometimes I want to be perfect but I realized the more you screw up the more interesting and funny life is. Plus if you screw up and those people you call friends and family haven't left then they are worth it.

Trust me