The Insecure Diaries According To

What(.?)

This chapter is pointless.

Let me tell you one thing, Don't ignore the way you feel or your problems.

Cause if you try getting over them, for me, it got worse.

You see, when you notice your problems, you get used to them but when you try to get over them thats when if you don't, you feel worse about yourself.

And thats how I feel.

Instead of before when I knew I had problems, now I'm trying to get over them, but it now just makes me feel like shit constantly. I get pissed, mad, sad, depressed as hell much more frequently.

I don't know what's going on, but I've been lacking on doing stuff with people lately, I've been thinking the worst scenarios,talking and being social hasn't been easy, etc. I've just been out of it.

There is an easier part to it tho,

Its easier to act as if your happy than to show your pain, when you show pain, you don't know who will abuse it, or even you will abuse yourself.