hi guys! Sorry for the delay. I've been really busy with my schoolwork and my dance and music. I haven't had much time to update this book for a few days, but I promise I will be updating more regularly if you have my word. i hope you enjoy this chapter!
- love always, Clementine x
🚨STORY DISCLAIMER🚨
Minor reference of abuse (nothing bad though don't worry)
🚨SUPER IMPORTANT 🚨
Also i thought it was important to mention a really important point about Brittany. In this chapter Santana tells us that she has two learning disabilities. This is by no way meaning that because she is deemed 'stupid' at the start of glee she must have autism or ADHA or Synesthesia or dyslexia or anything like that. The only reason I made Brittany have Autism and Dyslexia is because I myself suffer from these conditions and I wanted a way to express this through my favourite character. I suffer from Dyslexia, Synesthesia, Autism and Mears-Irlen Syndrome. Thank you to everyone who reads and makes this a safe space. I hope you can all understand xxx
Chapter Two
Santana Lopeirce, point of view
"right brittany" doctor williamson said, tapping her leg gently and standing up. "we will have to have you in regularly for a while until we can get to the bottom of the issue, but for now i'm going to prescribe you with this medication to take two times a day. santana, you are going to need to help her with it because it needs injecting firmly into your thigh brittany with a sharp syringe" the doctor said. the words 'injecting firmly' and 'sharp syringe' didn't quite sit right with brittany. I was holding her hand for support under the hospital bed linen and I felt it clench up when she heard those words.
"injected firmly with a sharp needle? won't that hurt?" Brittany asked, sitting upright in her bed. she was still quite pale and limp, although some of the colour had returned to her face.
"hey britt, it's going to be fine. everythings going to be okay" I reassured her, stroking her hair and trying to lay her back down on the bed to rest. "i'm going to help you with everything. were a team me and you. #brittana forever right?" I smiled. She laid down slowly back onto the bed and I continued to stroke her hair. "thats it britt, nice and calm"
"i'll just go and fetch your prescription and sort out details. i'll only be one second ladies, do excuse me" doctor williamson said, walking out for a brief minute.
I looked into brittanys bright blue eyes, and I could tell she was scared and confused and i didnt blame her. i just had to keep telling her she was going to be just fine.
Brittany Lopeirce, point of view
The doctor left Santana and I in the room alone together. I felt confused, scared, tired. I didn't want to think about it, but I felt faint. similar to how i had felt before the whole debacle earlier. what is wrong with me? I was about to find out either way. I should tell santana. no i shouldn't. ugh, get yourself together brittany.
"brittany?'' Santana was talking to me. that means i have to look at her right? of course you have to look at her, she's your wife! get your head out of the gutter brittany you useless piece of shi-
"brittney? Honey, is everything okay? brittany?" Santana interrupted and she began looking nervous, so I blinked away the blur and looked into her safe dark eyes.
"I'm okay san. i think" i replied with a half smile
"you don't look like it baby" santana said, feeling my forehead and pulling away abruptly "Brittany?! you have an awfully high temperature! i'm going to let doctor williamson know hang on honey i'll be back" she said getting up
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Be Still My Beating Heart ♡
Fanfiction-BOOK 1- hopeless romantics, Brittany and Santana Lopeirce, embark on the rocky road of their future after departing from McKinley High. They face loss and drama, as they muddle their way through parenthood. Brittany goes missing (again ;\ ), the c...
