For some reason I feel like I can never find myself to care so much for someone to say I love you,
It just feels strange now,
I spent all this time trying to find love,
But why should I waste my time finding someone to love,
I should spend time find what I love and what I want.
But it's still so confusing to me,
So shove that feeling of wanting a relationship in the back of my heart,
Metal bars surrounding it making sure those thoughts and relationship wants stay back there until I'm ready.
I'm not ready at all.
My hearts not ready either.
