Why do I feel sad and upset
I'm happy where I'm at
It's just I've been broken so many times,
I know the signs.
I don't know why it's so hard for myself to accept my happiness.
I went so long without anxiety and depression,
Why is it coming back.
Bruh I don't even know anymore,
Am I annoying to you now?
Am I taking too much time from your life?
Just tell me,
I'll understand.
Am I not enough anymore?
These are some of the thoughts I have in my head.
Focus.
Focus.
Focus.
Focus.
Focus.
Think positive.
Think positive.
Think positive.
Think positive.
You'll be alright.
You'll be alright.
You'll be alright.
Breath.
Breath.
1...2...3...
I hate these black curtains blocking the light from coming in.
It's hard to tear them down.
It'll open from time to time,
Just a bit,
But never completely.
Does this scare me?
It does.
This head is thinking too much,
It scares me too much,
I fear too much to show you.
