It's been so long
I've realized maybe I should have done it,
I should have taken that last breath.
I could have prevented so much pain,
Maybe I would have been at peace knowing they really didn't care for me, that they still don't care.
It hurts more knowing the only reason you stayed to breathe was for someone who was just bound to hurt me the most.
I remained loyal, but no one remained loyal to me. So what the point even if I'm not getting anything in return.
What's the point in still breathing.
