I hesitated to text you to tell you how I actually feel. I feel like I'm slowing slipping away from you . I feel like every time you want to bond it's only with what's between my legs. We talk about being together but you show no more passion for loving each other for who we are but what's under the sheets. You make me over think our relationship, you make me wonder why sometimes. I don't just want to be connected bc of our bodies, I want to connect with our hearts, our minds. I'm slipping away and I don't think you even care sometimes. That's how I feel. I feel like the love we once had is just fading away. I don't want to apologize every time you seem upset over something small. I just find myself apologizing every hour for something I haven't done. If you were struggling to time manage this relationship why didn't you say yes, we could have waiting. I can understand and will wait for you because that's what love is is waiting for you being there for you understanding you and not feeling like I'm losing you like I'm losing your love. Not seeing you already hurts even more when we find the time and you don't seem to want to be there with me. I find myself crying every night bc I know I'm slowly losing you. You may not know it but you're losing me.
