Mikasa x Eren it's time

Chapter 23.5

After Eren had passed out from the pain of his nerves being carefully taken apart and pieces of his own flesh having been removed from certain parts of his body, he awakens and finds himself in a dark, quiet, empty abyss.

"I guess..this is my head....I always knew there was nothing in here.." Said Eren getting up and looking around to see nothing but darkness, the only sounds heard were his loud foot steps.

"Its so peaceful...to bad...that...days like this only exist, just silence...pure utter silence, its lonely but why would I choose a world infested with titans."

"Eren..!"

"If only.......if only, If only I could bring it back." Eren whispered to himself.

"Don't look back!"

"What...was that?" Eren said to himself

"Eren cover your eyes!!!"

Only moments later, Eren found himself back at his home, just only after the titans had attacked. The abyss had become a canvas, and was being filled with memories

"Mom.....MOM!!!!" Screeched Eren as he saw her being lifted by a Titan.

~Eren's POV~
Why......why am I back here....

"Eren Cover your eyes." Said Erens Mom as she was being dug up by the smiling titan.

"Don't worry we're almost there! Eren please don't look!!! EREN!!!!!!" Shouted Hannes with tears forming in the corners of his eyes.

"MOM!!!!!!!" I yelled, I felt an urge to cry but then I pushed it away and ran with all my might to reach my mother, every time I was so close touch the damned bastard, I was pushed away, I got close and almost touched it, I was pushed back, I got close again, I was pushed back.

I was so close, then I was pushed back, so close then pushed back, so close then pushed back.

"LET ME GET TO YOU FUCKER!!!!!!". I was sick and tired of being pushed back I swear that I was so desperate, I was gonna go berserk and run towards that titan nonstop and hope I fall and break my nose.

"AGHHHHHH!!!!!" Shouted my mother as the titan put its other hand around her and twisted her.

"MOM!!!!!" The younger me shouted as he reached his hand out, hoping to grasp his mom back from the titan.

I had another adrenaline rush and I sprinted with all my might to my mother, I lost it, The feeling of watching my mothers final moments on earth, how it they were spent. It made me snap, I couldn't think, I was just driven by instinct to just let out all of my rage, all my pain, all my sadness, all my sanity......

It was all over in the blink of an eye....1 second, my moms limp body was in the titans hands, and the next I saw the titan licking the blood of its damn dirty hands.

"SON OF A BITCH!!!!" I shouted and began to wipe the tears forming around my eyes and I had so much rage, so much sadness, that I just lost my self and began to bang my head on the concrete floor that I stood on. I couldn't move forward, or back. I was practically stuck in a bubble.

"I'd swear....." I said smashing my hand into the ground and breaking the skin on my knuckles. "Titans......I will exterminate you......like the races of humans that have had the event of a genocide.....I will kill....I will slay.......all of you...." I yelled once more before collapsing and the vision in my right eye went red.

I felt a huge pain in chest, then a warm feeling, I felt......I felt.....as if I was drowning. I opened my eyes and all of that in front of me was but a red blur. Suddenly I began to gasp for air, but I remembered that this is not real.....I must be imagining....I know there are people who have dreams of horrible things that aren't really happening.

But I am in the line between two borders, one side I want to lean to, the side that I know this isn't real. But I am to far to the other in which I believe this is real.....

"Help me..."

"Who..?"

Who is this...Who is speaking to me?!

I had a reason to stop and trying to pretend drown myself in this dream. I tried standing up but I couldn't lift my left leg, I tried to push my self up with my arms but I couldn't. I pushed with all might on my right leg and popped up in a dark room, with red liquid on the floor that had the scent of metal.

I looked up, "dead bodies everywhere...", I know where I am......by god I don't wanna be here again.......If you are there then set me free, at least give me a hint where to go....

"Eren......"

I looked behind me and saw a pile of bodies with familiar faces.....

"Why do you keep lying..?"

No....

"You are thick headed....!"

Armin....?

"You Can't listen to anyone can you...?"

J----Jean...?

I promised you guys....I-I-I haven't failed yet!!!

I felt a hand touch my shoulder, I turned to see a half butchered, practically burned hand, I turned....

"Marco...?"

"You didn't failed me, I failed me. The others are full of fear, never give....gup...." Said Marco as blood and giblets began to drip from his mouth and he fell back into the red horrid, liquid grave he was left in.

"Eren...."

.....Mikasa......

"Don't leave me......."