Pain and Love

My Reaction

Hardin:

After they go into Tess's bedroom I sat at in the kitchen and have my coffee. A few minutes later and I swear I heard a groan or something. Then a couple of seconds after that another. Oh shit that's Noah groaning in pleasure like last time.

Then it clicks in my head Tessa is giving him pleasure. I can't listen to it I just can't. I hate the thought of Tessa giving him head or them having sex. I can't stand hearing it. I need to leave. I then go into my room grab my bag and then leave to head to campus.

Once I arrive on campus and I go straight to English class. I go to my seat and pull out my stuff from my bag and then sit on my phone. A few minutes later and Tessa enters the class. She comes and sits next to me but I just continue to be on my phone pretending I don't see her. I just don't want to speak to her when all I can think about is her and that dickhead Noah.

"Hardin" she says trying to get my attention but still just look at my phone.

"Hardin stop ignoring me" she says a little angry

"Leave me alone Tessa" I say not looking at her

"Hardin talk to me what's wrong?" She asks with concern

"I don't want to talk about it" I say bluntly

"Are you fucking serious?" She asks annoyed

"Yes I'm fucking serious" I reply back

She just sighs and then goes to get her stuff out her bag to which I then look at her quickly and see she is a little red on her cheek. She wasn't red before. Fuck did he hurt her again?

"Hardin are you just going to be quiet the entire lesson?"

"Theresa just stop asking" I say annoyed and get up from my seat and walk out of class.

I'm walking down the corridor till I hear a door open and Tessa shouting my name behind me.

"Hardin! Stop walking away from me" she shouts and I can tell she is catching up to me.

I just continue to walk till she finally catches up to me and grabs my arm.

"Stop walking away from me and let's talk"

"No I don't want to" I say avoiding eye contact

"Well I don't care we are talking" she then drags me into toilets.

"Right now talk to me" she says commandingly

I don't talk I just walk to opposite of toilets and then against the wall looking at the ground.

"Hardin stop with the silence and not talking. It's driving me fucking insane."

"That drives you fucking insane. How about hearing you and Noah having sex or whatever it was that drove me fucking insane!" I shout out and look at her and she is shocked by my words.

"Hardin I... wait is that why you left the dorm before?"

"Yes of course it is. I couldn't bare hearing Noah groaning. I hated hearing him"

"Hardin I'm sorry" she says coming towards me

I lower my head and once she is in front of me she puts her hands on my cheeks and lifts my head up.

"Hardin I never wanted you to hear him. I hate the sound of him groaning as well. It makes me feel sick"

"Then why let him?" I say moving her hands off me and walking away from her and then leaning against the sinks.

"Because Hardin he would of hurt me even more if I had tried to stop him again."

"Wait what? You tried to stop him?"