Pain and Love

The Week Together

Tessa:

It's been a week since we were at the lake and it's been great. I've loved getting to know Hardin. We went back to school the day after and it was fine Hardin kept on asking my during class if I was alright and then he texted me a couple of times. He obviously thought I was gonna break down or something but I'm so used to being hurt like I was by Noah that I can keep myself from breaking down. I only broke down in front of Hardin because he obviously knew something happened and because of how caring he was being.

I loved how the night we spent together he kept on asking if I was comfortable being in bed with him and then wearing his top. It was so sweet and caring to know he wanted to make sure I was fine before anything. We have been sharing the bed since then and I definitely now own that top he gave me.

I'm not entirely sure what we are like we aren't a couple and we haven't been out on an actual date so I'm not sure. But I can say for sure whatever we are I love it because I love being around Hardin. He may seem like a bad ass boy but really he is soft well around me anyways.

We haven't done anything sexual as well we only kids and hug and I like how gentle he is about this stuff. I get the feeling that he wants to go slow with sexual stuff just because of what I've gone through with Noah. Actually I've mention Noah twice now and it's the most I've thought of him in a week. When I'm with Hardin all I think about is Hardin and me and us.

Anyways back to uni life. I've gotten use to the school and my ways around. Even though every now and then I have to text Hardin just to make sure I'm in the right area, which he finds funny me not so much since I always want to be organised. When we are in English together it's always fun. We are either doing the work, talking or teasing each other. And I've gotten closer with Landon and Molly we have been helping each other the past week and have met up a couple time for coffee in the morning. Which Hardin gets moody about since "he get less time with me" umm yeah Hardin not like we live together and see each other 24/7. But that's just it we can't be away from each other even when we aren't physical together we are texting.

He has talked to his dad a couple times this week which was great to see. I'm glad he opened up a little about and I got to learn more about his past. It was a shame what he went through a child and then into a teenager. I do get the feeling there is something way more darker and deeper he hasn't told me but I don't want to push him. I have spoken to his mum Trish on FaceTime. When I got back from class he was in the kitchen on FaceTime to her and I came in and we ended up talking for a while. We were sitting at the island and Hardin thought it would be funny to tease me whilst I was talking to his mum and he decided to run his hand up and down my thigh and then squeeze my ass a couple times too. I was having to sit there and not moan and make any inappropriate sound and it was hard. But then I got revenge when he was standing up to walk away I tripped him up and he fell on the floor which me and Trish found funny. Hardin not so much he was acting like a child in pain saying he needed kisses to help with the pain. 

For the first few nights here we got a take away and then we made a few meals together which was fun to do together. Every morning we wake up and have breakfast and coffee together and if Hardin is ok campus we meet for lunch. We have also watched a lot of Friends I have got Hardin hooked a little on it. I love seeing some of his reactions to what happens and his laugh which is mostly at Chandler's jokes or Ross doing something stupid.

My mum nor Noah have visited since the last time Noah was here and it's been great. Being able to relax and not have my mum decide every single thing or Noah telling who I can be with. He has texted me a couple times to remind me of staying away from Hardin but we all knows that's too late since I'm very friendly with Hardin and especially his bed and lips which Noah would kill if he heard me say that. Me and Hardin are a cautious when we are outside and on campus grounds just in case one of them appear. When we are inc lass it's fine but just being ok the safe side we are less obvious outside of class. I haven't really thought about if it get serious how the hell I'm meant to tell mother or Noah because they will both be mad.

Last night me and Hardin had been doing a little work together and then he went to bed and then I followed a little while after. When I got there he had been sweating and I was a little worried since the room was cool and my covers aren't that thick. So I was a little concerned but I just forgot about it and crawled into bed next to him and feel asleep within seconds. Being in his arms at night is so comfortable, calming and relaxing and I just love being able to fall asleep with him and not have a care in the world because I feel so safe in his arms.

AN:
I got bored and thought I'd do a recap of Tessa's week. Since in the story not every chapter or whatever will be day by day because that would get a little boring probably.
But anyways hope you liked!
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