Pain and Love

Finding Out

Tessa:

Sunday after my mother left me and Hardin just stayed in the dorm, we just watched tv, ate, took a bath together which we ended up having sex in and then we ended up having sex in bed as well to finsh off our day.

My days in college went fast as well, I have had many assignments to do as well which sidetracked me from thinking about the threats my mother made about cutting me off.

Hardin has been extra caring this week as well, he has done everything possible to make me smile and be happy which he has achieved every time. Half the time he doesn't even need to do anything to make me smile as I smile everytime I see his face. Cringe I know but it's true he brings so much joy into my life. On Monday morning he got earlier than normal (which was really surprising) to go out and get me breakfast from McDonald's and flowers. He then told me I owed him so in the evening I made dinner for us and then later on I surprised him in the shower and gave him a handjob which he very much enjoyed.

I told Molly and Landon all about me and Hardin saying I love you and then the drama with Noah and my mother. Molly also wanted to know why I ended the phone so amptrutley on Saturday and why I sounded like I was moaning, which she made me admit to Hardin touching me there. I definitely went bright red from embarrassment and Hardin didn't make it any better when he was sitting right next to me laughing at my awkwardness. Landon was really supportive as well and did try to give a compliment to Hardin about being really supportive and defending me but Hardin got really awkward trying to take a compliment which was really funny for me.

The three of us went for our coffee run one morning and Molly told me about the boy she had been talking to Tristan and he seemed really nice and sweet towards her. They're Not an official couple but I said as soon as they are we should go on a double date, she loved the idea, Hardin not so much his reason was 'I wouldn't be able to touch you under the table as much as I do' I wasn't even surprised his mind went to that.

Anyways during the week I kept on getting lovely updates from my mother to say my time was running out to apologize to Noah but I kept on ignoring her texts. I did also have a few abusive texts from Noah too which wasn't a surprise. Hardin got really pissed off and annoyed when he saw the texts from Noah but I managed to calm him down everytime.

It's now Sunday morning which has been a week and nothing has happened. My mother has stopped texting me which I'm not sure what that is meant to mean. She may have stopped but Noah has still sent a few.

Me and Hardin went out for lunch, then the cinema and then we headed back to the dorm. The day seemed perfectly fine and normal. We had just got into the dorm and I was going into my bedroom when I got a text from an unknown number.

The text:

Well your time is up Theresa.

I'm guessing the text was from my mother but why would she text me from another phone, unless he switched her caller id off. Has she really gone through with cutting me off then?

"Umm Hardin" I shout to him as he is in the kitchen.

"Yeah Tess" he says as he walks to me

"I just got this text from an unknown number, it must be my mother, is she actually cutting me off?" I say and show him the text.

"I'm not sure baby but I can't lie it seems like it, I'm sorry this is awful" He says and brings me in for a hug

"I can't believe her, I'm her daughter" I say and I feel like I'm about to cry.

"Hey baby, don't get upset over her. You will be fine, you have got me and your friends"

"I know" I say and hug him tighter