"Y/N.. Y/N. Hey wake up"
My eyes opened slightly. I was now awaken to what appeared to be a nurse glancing over at me. She had short brown hair. She was wearing a mask, so I couldn't quite see her features.
My eyes scanned the room. It was empty and colorless. Why am I here? I felt my body ache in pain.
"Shes awake!!" The nurse motioned her arm over to somebody I couldn't see. She was blocking the doorway, which made it unclear as to who she was talking to.
The nurse moved aside, letting whoever it was, enter the room.
"Hey Y/N" I recognized that voice I looked up in shock as I met eyes with a woman I knew. One I hadn't seen for a while. My mother.
I gulped as I watched her take a seat next to the hospital bed.
"M-mom what are you doing here?"
Before she could respond, the nurse cleared her throat, strolling over to me. "You were in a pretty bad crash. We thought you weren't going to make it." The nurse leant forward, putting a thermometer to my head to check my temperature. "You didn't wake up for quite a while."
My thoughts came rushing to my head. Then it hit me. I was drunk. Too drunk. The idea of driving sounded like a good idea in the moment. What was I thinking?
The more I thought about it, the more I remembered. Billie. She was with me. I felt my heart drop to my stomach, realizing that she had been in that crash too. Then I began to panic.
I looked over at the nurse in shock."Where's billie?" I watched as the nurse and my mother looked at each other, not saying a word.
The nurse slowly turned her head back towards me letting out a sigh. "You mean the woman who was in the crash with you?"
"Yes! The woman who was in the crash with me where is she?!" I almost got up out of my hospital bed from how desperate I was to know. I needed answers
My mother scoffed at that response. "Well no hi? Hello mom?" She crossed her arms, looking unpleased with how I was acting. My mother never cared about me growing up. Why the hell did she decide to show up now?
I ignored her comment. I was too focused on something more important. I raised my eyes back up at the nurse. "Where.. is she?"
She could tell I was eager to know, and began to speak up. "Your friend was transported to another hospital. We found her in the car, unconscious. I'm afraid she's been hurt pretty badly. We don't know if she made it. I'm so sorry Y/N."
A wave of shock struck my entire body. Hearing those words made it feel as if i'd just been stabbed in the heart. Tears began to roll down my face, dropping one by one on the hospital clothes they put me in. "Are you kidding me..?" I felt my voice shaking once I spoke.
The nurse put her her hand on my shoulder, trying her best to comfort me. "Hey..it's oka-"
"GET ME OUT OF HERE" The nurse looked startled. I nearly screamed so loud I swear the entire hospital could've heard me.
My mother decided to take action on the situation. "Y/N keep it down you're going to wake up the patien-"
I quickly interrupted her. "Is that all you care about right now? How could you be so insensitive?" I talked to her in gritted teeth. I was overwhelmed with so many emotions.
"Please get me out of here. I need to see billie. I need to know if she's okay." I felt it hard for me to talk. It was hard to speak up after practically choking on my tears.
"Not with the condition you're in sweetheart. You've been hurt pretty badly we're going to have to keep you here for the next few days." I could tell she was trying to think of the right words to say so I wouldn't yell again.
"Next few days..? No there's no way i'm staying here. I feel fine." That was a lie. My body felt numb. I was in so much pain, but all I cared about right now, was billie.
"You feel fine hm?" The nurse grabbed the thermometer, showing me what my temperature was. "102" It read. I was now starting to realize how bad this crash really was.
I know whatever I said wasn't going to change anything. I was in a hospital after all.
"You're right. I need to get better. I'm a bit tired do you mind if I get some rest?"
The nurse nodded, walking over to the door, shutting it gently. My mother however, was still in the room.
"What do you want?" I tried crossing my arms, but they hurt too much.
"To see my daughter maybe? For gods sake Y/N three years without seeing each other and this is how you treat me after I drove all this way to see you?"
"I never asked for you to come and see me. Why do you all of a sudden care now? You don't give a damn about me. I don't even know why you're here."
"I know how upset you must be right now Y/N. You just need to rest. I'm not in the mood to argue with you."
I didn't respond. I was too exhausted. I turned away from her, laying there, staring blankly at the wall.
"Well so much for driving all this way. You can't even take the time to appreciate that i'm going out of my way to see you."
I could hear my mother rise up from her chair, her heels vibrating against the floor making a sound with each step she took. Then I heard the door slam shut.
My outfit was covered in tears. This is all my fault. I lay there, crying till exhaustion overtook my thoughts, as I felt myself fall asleep.
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