Forbidden feelings- Billie dean Howard

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚛

My place wasn't far from where we were. Billie called an uber and we arrived in under 20 minutes.

I was exhausted but glad to be back.

Me and the blonde were still in our hospital gowns. We needed to get changed as soon as possible. I stepped inside, letting billie come along with me.

I checked the time, now reading "6:16pm" Only 44 more minutes till clara arrived.

The blonde strolled over to the couch, throwing herself on it, letting out a sigh of relief. "Do you have a cigarette?" She turned her head towards me in curiosity.

"A cigarette? I didn't know you smoked?" I looked at her, my face full of confusion.

"I smoke occasionally. Usually not in front of people but you don't seem like the kind of person who would mind."

"We'll get a pack later, as for now, we need to get out of these gowns and change into some normal clothes." I brushed off the leftover dirt I had that was still on it, and walked over to the couch where billie was laying.

I grabbed both of her hands, standing her up. "Come on. We don't have much time"

The blonde rolled her eyes and took my hands. I guided her to the upstairs, looking through my drawer for a set of clothes. The blonde stood behind me, waiting patiently for me to find something.

"I'm sorry about that night."

I turned around, paying my full attention to her. "Why are you sorry?"

"I let you drive. I wasn't supposed to let you drive and now-"

I wouldn't let her finish her sentence. "None of this is your fault. We were both drunk and didn't know any better."

I stood up, now meeting her level. She was much shorter than she was when she was in heels so constantly looking up at her wasn't a problem for now.

"I'm just glad you're okay. That's all that matters." She slightly smiled and pulled me in for a kiss. Now that we were alone we didn't have to worry.

Our lips synced together. She put her hands on my waist, turning me around, pinning me up against the wall. My body was still in pain, but in this moment I didn't care.

"I missed you more than you could imagine Y/N" She dragged her hands down the sides of my body, still not letting go from the kiss.

"Billie we don't have time for thi-" She put one of her fingers up against my lips. "shh. We have all the time in the world"

I slowly pulled my body away from hers. "If only that were true. Now come on. Clara could be here any minute."

She let out a frustrated sigh. I resumed what I was doing. "I promise i'll make it up to you tonight."

I finally found two sets of clothes and lay them on the bed.

The time now read "6:51pm" Shit I didn't have time to take a shower. I would have to later.

Me and the blonde got dressed. I let her borrow a pair of sweats and a T shirt. It was nothing fancy, but she looked beautiful in anything.

*knock knock* Me and the blonde looked at each other, making our way down the stairs. "Hello?" Came a voice from the other side of the door.

"We'll be right there!" We swung the door open to see clara standing there. It was unusual seeing her in clothes other than her work ones. She was wearing jeans and a T shirt with a jacket over it. Good thing she didn't dress up either.

I welcomed her in and she took off her jacket, making herself comfortable. Her eyes scanning the area. "Nice place you have here Y/N" I thanked her then shut the door. I could tell the blonde was a little jealous by that comment from the look on her face.

I made steak for dinner. I wasn't the best cook, but I was pretty okay. We all sat down, exchanging stories with one another. I grabbed an unopened bottle of wine, pouring it into a glass. The blondes face filled with concern. "Y/N I don't think it's the best to be drinking at a time like this."

"Relax billie this is a night of celebration." She opened her mouth to say something but quickly shut it after, staring at me blankly.

"Care for a glass of wine clara?" She nodded her head and I set down another glass, pouring in the wine. "Yeah, well I won't be drinking." The blonde crossed her arms rolling her eyes. It was obvious she wasn't having it.

I frowned at her. "Come on don't be like that" She was now giving me the silent treatment, so I continued what I was doing and walked back over to the table, setting down claras glass. "Is this what you call a celebration?" Billie didn't look too happy to see us drinking.

I took a sip of wine and set it back down. "You know drinking is always a perfect way to celebrate billie come on don't be like this." She scoffed at that response. "Yeah well it's not. Not anymore"

After a few more sips, I felt the wine start going to my head. The blonde was too busy eating in silence, so Clara decided to break it. "Can I have another glass of wine?" I nodded and poured her second glass. As I did too.

Clara looked at the blonde, frowning. "Are you sure you don't want a drink billie?" The jealous look the blonde had on her face earlier, came across her face again.

"You know what, i'm leaving. I'm going to go get a pack of cigarettes from my house. I'll be back."

She stormed across the room, shutting the door from behind her. Me and clara looked at each other. "Should I go after her?" I was worried. What if she didn't come back?

"I think she just needs some time alone right now." Clara gave me a reassuring look and I nodded, taking yet another sip of wine. 10 minutes passed, and I could tell clara was out of it just as much as I was.

I tried my best to walk steadily over to the couch. I lay on it, feeling more exhausted than ever. "Wow what a day" I began to yawn, almost falling asleep until Clara caught my attention. "You can't fall asleep now Y/N don't you remember billie? She hasn't come back yet."

"She's probably just taking time to calm down. I don't want to bother her."

Clara looked concerned. "If that's what you want, but come on we have to get you off this couch so you don't fall asleep."

She helped me up, and I began laughing at the sight of her being so serious. I grabbed onto her shoulders for support and she began laughing along with me.

"Thanks for inviting me here Y/N. I haven't been out in a while because I work so much but it finally feels good to be away from it."

"Anytime clara. You helped me and billie. I couldn't thank you enou-"

I was caught off guard by her lips meeting mine, causing my entire whole body to form in a state of shock. I pushed her away. "What the hell are you doing?"

She drunkingly laughed at my comment, pulling me in for another kiss, not letting go. I tried my best to pull away but she was stronger. "Please I can't do this you know I-"

Before I could process what was happening for any longer, we heard the sound of the front door swing open. Clara pulled away from the kiss, the both of our mouths hanging open at the sight of Billie looking back at us, with a look of shock on her face.

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