Forbidden feelings- Billie dean Howard

𝚃𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍

I didn't know what to do in that moment.

I quickly pulled away from the woman, my heart beating faster than usual. It took a second for me to process what just happened all in under such little time.

Maybe billie was right. Drinking wasn't the best idea for a night like this.

An uncomfortable silence filled the room. I was too afraid to look back at the blonde, scared as to what her reaction was going to be. I shut my eyes, hoping I was just imagining things.

Before I could think any longer, I heard the blonde walking towards us. I faced the opposite direction, not being able to prepare myself for what she was going to do.

She suddenly stopped, inches away from me now. I slowly peeked over to see the blonde directly standing in front of Clara.

"Get the fuck out of this house" She was now practically dragging her over to the front door, shoving her outside, and slamming it shut before the woman could even get a word out.

Now it was just the two of us.

I gulped, helping myself onto the couch, nervously fidgeting with my hands. I heard the blonde light a cigarette from behind me, blowing out the smoke. It gave the impression that she was clear she wanted me to talk first.

I let out a deep breath, finally setting my gaze on the blonde. She was leaning against the kitchen table, blowing out more smoke, with an unhappy look settling on her face.

"Billie I can explai-"

"DONT even try to explain anything to me Y/N, I clearly saw what happened right in front of my own fucking eyes. She was your NURSE are you fucking kidding me?!"

Shes never yelled at me before. I was shocked. Surprised that I was now seeing a side of her i've never seen before.

"Can you just please let me explain?" I made my voice lower, staying calm so I didn't make things worse.

"Go Ahead! Try and explain why I saw YOU kissing the fucking NURSE right in front of me! I mean how could you do this to me how could you-"

"I never wanted to kiss her billie. She came onto me and I tried to get away from it several times. The moment you walked in, you just happened to get the wrong idea. I didn't want any of it. I'd never lie to you, you know that."

The blonde scoffed, pulling in her cigarette for another hit. "I don't even know why i'm angry. We aren't even together." She shrugged her shoulders, trying to hide the fact she was close to loosing it.

I got up from where I was, and began walking towards the blonde. She froze, not making any sort of movement. I stood in front of her, seeing the emotion that filled her eyes.

I hesitantly reached out my hand, brushing strands of hair away from her face, seeing her eyes bore into mine, a little darker than usual.

"You're the only one that I want billie. I can promise you that."

I saw her emotions change instantly, now having a look of regret on her face. Tears began to fill her eyes. She tried hiding it by putting out her cigarette.

"Look at me" I said in an almost a sort of demanding tone. The blonde turned her full attention back towards me, now making eye contact with one another once again.

"I want to be with you. Since the moment I lay eyes on you, I felt a connection. Be my girlfriend billie. We can run away together. Rent an apartment far away from here in New york. Just you and me."

The blondes face lit up with joy, now forming the biggest smile across her face. The smile i've been waiting to see for a while. It felt good knowing she was now letting go of the whole situation. She brushed my hair back with her perfectly manicured hand, pulling me in for a kiss.

"Of course i'll be your girlfriend Y/N. There's nothing in the world i'd want more." I grabbed both her hands, spinning her around, the both of us happily pulling in for a kiss once again.

Two hours later, the both of us lay tiredly in the bed upstairs. I lay in the blondes arms, close to dozing off. "Hey billie?"

"Yes?"

"Let's run away together. Tomorrow. We can get out of this place."

"Are you crazy?"

"Maybe, but it's not the worst idea i've had."

The blonde laughed at my comment. "I think it's time we go to sleep, look how late it is."

She pointed at the clock, the time reading "3:11am" I yawned, giving her a soft kiss goodnight then soon repositioning myself back into her arms. Dozing off to sleep.

Hey guys i'm so sorry for being inactive i've been extremely busy lately😩 Also, i'm sad to say that the next chapter will be the end of this story. I've had sm fun writing it but feel like it has no purpose to be continued. I'm going to be writing another one very soon though. Thank you to everyone who's stayed to read it💕