hiraeth

ch2: im tired

The blinds make a shuttering noise and the sunlight peeps through. The rays hit jyrahn's eyelids and they flutter open. Her hazel eyes shine and reflect the perfectly shaded golden sunrays coming through. She keeps laying on her bed until her mother yells "ITS 7 AM WAKE UP YOU HAVE SCHOOL!!!" jay rolls her eyes and makes an effort to slide her body off the bed, but its too early to physically function actually. She stayed up last night till 3, overthinking every word she tweeted out in anger. Her fingers were desperate to swipe open the lock of her phone and delete those angry rant tweets. But, her heart said otherwise. "I think i should let it be, thats the only thing i must let remain as an evidence if anything goes wrong"

She kept blabbering random lyrics from a famous travis scott song while stuffing buttered toast and eggs in her mouth washing them down with tall glass of coffee. Jay never really liked milk (nor eggs, but there seemed no option) , but as long as it was accompanied by a hint of coffee, it worked well on her subconscious mind.

School used to be rather tiring for jay as she never could get on top of assignments nor could she understand her teacher's talking which definitely sounded similar to travis Scott rapping. Jay and travis scott went well like bread and butter.

As the clock ticked away the minutes into the past, she felt lonelier and lonelier. There was no one whom she could call 'home'. of course, she had one, but it only was made of four walls and cement, steel and dozen of bricks. Her only escape was rather her devices. She scribbled and doodled on her ipad and tweeted on her phone and of course shook a leg to travis scott sometimes (or lets say a lot!).