Hange x Male Reader

Inspiration and Introductions

*Very long time skip*

Y/n pov:

I woke up on the cold floor of Trost district yet again. It's been 6 months since the fall of Shiganshina. Armin, Eren, Mikasa, and I have been sticking side by side through this whole mess, but I can tell we're all getting anxious due to the fact that it felt like we were starving because all we get is a whole thing of bread every other day.

We were sitting in an alleyway just talking about random things before we had to retreat into Trost. Armin noticed that I wasn't really eating my bread and decided to speak up about it.

Armin: Hey Y/n... Why are you not really eating your bread?

Eren: Ya Armin's right Y/n. You need to eat your bread before someone attempts to steal it.

Mikasa: Ya they're right. You don't want to die right? What about your sister, Hera was it?

Just hearing my sister's name made me blind with anger. After the fall of Shiganshina, she never attempted to find me.

Y/n: Don't mention her name... She abandoned me. She's not my sister anymore.

I noticed that they all seemed really shocked when I said this. Armin was the first to speak up after my outburst.

Armin: Come on Y/n... She more than likely got busy with trying to regain wall Maria... She also could've thought that you died in the Shiganshina incident.

Eren: I agree with Armin... If I was in Hera's position, I'd more than likely think the worst and think that you died with your parents.

Hearing the word 'parents' made me remember what I said to them.

'I wish you guys weren't my parents!'

Thinking about them made me almost burst into tears. Those words would haunt my dreams from time to time.

Y/n: I can't believe what my last words were... I wasn't even nice to them...

Eren: Y/n... you can't think like tha-

I wasn't listening to them... I was deep in thought talking aloud, not even realizing I was.

Y/n: I-it wasn't me telling them I love them...

Armin: Y/n...

Y/n: *Tears streaming down his face* I-I it was me saying that I didn't want them to be my parents...

Eren: *Slaps Y/n* Y/n!

Eren slapping me was able to get me out of the trance I was in.

Y/n: *Holding cheek* W-what? What happened?

Eren: You need to snap out of it! You might've had some harsh last words to your parents... But I did too! And that's why I will join the scouts to eradicate all the titans!

I stared at him in shock. What he was saying was correct. I needed to move on... I know they'd want me to also.

Eren: *Puts hand out towards Y/n* Come on Y/n! Join me so we can all avenge our parents!

That's right... Armin lost his grandfather... How could I forget that he also lost someone important to him...

Y/n: *Grabbed his hand* ... Y-ya... Your right... I need to stop being so selfish towards you guys!

The three of them look at each other and back at me and start laughing.

Y/n: *Confused as hell* Why are you guys laughing?