Saving Conner

To Soon To Breath

“I thought she wasn’t your girlfriend.” Tessa said pulling us from the almost kiss.

His eyes shot to her and then back to me.

My face stared to heat up and I knew I was probably as red as a tomato. I can’t believe Blade almost kissed me. What if it would have happened? I can’t do that to Conner even though he broke my heart I was not about to break his.

“She’s not.” He shouted and walked to the door.

“Then why did you almost kiss her.” Tessa questioned and shot me a dirty look.

“Go to bed.” I heard him mumble to her while he closed the door.

He left me outside, in the cold, muddy, and wet.

I walked to my car slowly. I couldn’t go back in that house to face him. I also didn’t want to hear Tessa question me a million times about if I was Blade's girlfriend.

*****

“Why me.” I grumbled louded into my pillow.

I tried sleeping last night in hopes it would all have been a dream, but reality sunk in when Conner texted me about how he wanted to see me.

Blade didn’t text me not even to see where I went. He was probably glad I left.

Now I have to sit at home and wait for Conner to call me yelling because of the almost kiss. I know what Conner did was wrong, but I pretty sure there is a bro code about making a move on your brothers girl.

I walked slumpishly down stairs into the kitchen. I didn’t feel hunger, but my stomach said other wise.

“You okay?” Ryan asked opening the fridge to get the milk.

“Yeah just didn’t sleep to well.” I answered in a  nonchalantly manner.

“Well today I’m taking care of your problem, so maybe you’ll be able to get some rest.”

“What problem.” I asked in fear he knew about last night.

“Conner is heading over here when he gets back in town. I told him we need to talk. Don’t worry sis that prick will never hurt you again.”

“Please don’t Ryan I can handle myself and I really don’t want to deal with seeing him just yet.”

“To late.” Ryan said picking up his keys and walking to the door slamming it shut.

My day had just started and I already wanted it over. How much drama can one girl take. I feel like I’m about to explode and I have no one to talk to.

I can’t even tell Kenzie because she is still in love with Blade.

I slammed my head down on the table.

*Ping* I heard my phone go off from beside me.

Hey if you don’t want to talk it’s cool, but I’m coming to your house today Ryan wants to hang..

I sat the phone down not knowing if I should text back or not. Maybe it’s good he came here first that way I could tell him what happened before his brother does. I’m sure Blade will turn everything around and blame it on me.

*Ping*

Be there in a hour got to stop by the house first Blade wants to talk.

Son of a monkey this day just became a lot more harder.

I walked around my room for about ten minutes just biting my nails. If I had been a smoker I swear I would have already smoke two packs.

I text Conner to tell him that we needed to talk 20 minutes ago and he never texted back. I figured Blade must of told him already.