Ocean Love (ChanBaek)

Part ^ 28

"Chanyeol?"

I'm so.... doomed ....
why...
why I have to run into him now?
This neighbour is quite far from his house and work ..

I don't know.. what to say ...

Should I just runaway?

"Hey...How's everything?" He asks ... "Are you living in this neighbour?" And he steps closer to me

"Ah..Imm... I am. How ab..."

"Chanyeol ssi" that woman appears to his side....

I see...
I must have forgotten in a split second.
A throb in my heart.... was just one of my stupidness

"Is that the boy from before?" Jessica Mo says

"Annyeonghaseyo" i greet and step back a little from them.

"Here's sirloin for 2" the market staff says

I quickly grab the pack and "so, please Excuse me" quickly walk away

Just... why are they here?

Let's leave quick.... just.. let's ...
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Someone grabs my hand and I am shocked..

"Baekhyun......wait"

Why you have to follow ?

"Aw... yes?"

"Do you have time? Can we go and talk?" Chanyeol asks

"No.. I'm quite busy. And.. We don't really have anything to talk. So, bye" I give him a light smile as I leave

Seriously need to get out of this place right now!!!!

I rush .. no... I run out of the mall and

*Bump*

"Ah!" I groan... I bump into someone and...

"Are ghosts chasing you?"

"Oh Sehun!"

"What? Miss me?" He says as he touches my cheek "Look like you are about to cry"

I... really want to cry....
everything I have been holding back...

"L... let's get out of here"

"Okay"
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After that, we wen back home and prepare for our barbecue night.

"Soju? Niceeeee" Sehun says as he sits down and gets ready to eat "meatttt" he screams

"What are you? A carnivore?"

"May be I was in past life... thank you for the meal baekhyuneee" he says

"Welcome.." I say and he starts grilling meat..

I pour soju for both of us..

And he's just keep staring at the grilling meat..

For quite a time...

Is he not going to ask me?

Come.. ask me...
Be curious about me

Just like this, I continue to get frustrated inside..
We enjoy the barbecue and soju...

Huuuu... what a night.
It's been a while that I enjoy this much food ...

And... he's also enjoying his meal and...... eating... and continue eating...

Oh... he opens his mouth.. is he going to ask?

"What a nice meat you bought" he claims

Urghhhhhhhhhhh

That's so suffocating!!!!

"Just ask me!"

Fuck!!!' Again!!!! Words keep slipping out

"Eh?"

Omg.. he's so clueless

"Ask you? About what?"

"I mean.. about me... it has been about over 2 months that you come and stay at my place from time to time.. but you never ask me a question about things related to me about work, about people that I meet or met... nothing. Are you that not interested in me or... don't you like care me?"

"In case you get offended or get uncomfortable by my question.... that's why I never ask you." He says

"......"

"And... it is like we are living together and you would come back home from your tiring work, I would greet you 'Welcome back' .. we would eat together, sleep together... that's enough for me.

And I don't think I'm not in a position to ask you things either. Am I?"

He's ... right...

"Then why do I get..... so... frustrated....I must be crazy" I mumble and drink one shot of my soju

He comes and sits beside me......

"Go away.." I say

"Come... so, can I ask all the questions that I have been holding out?" He asks as he turns me to face him

"No... don't..."

"You are so full of surprises." He says

"What?"

"You would wake up all grumpy and still make breakfast for me.
You would say you don't have anything for me to eat and still you would cook something for me.
You said you don't want me to sleep with you but, you would quietly let me be.

And earlier too... you were running with tears in your eyes and getting all scared but... you would still feed this good meal to me...

What if I get attached to you more?

Will you let me stay with you?

I don't care about past baekhyuneee...
no one can ever had a control over the past. Plus, we didn't even meet in good terms anyway.

I just like how things are now.
I just like you."

I think it's because of the soju...
Its heat is burning up inside me.
Or....
May be because of his words.
I get it now.
This ticklish feeling in my heart.... it is a butterfly in stomach.. it's that my heart is fluttering...
and I am getting this feeling of soju making me wanna kiss him.. or hug him or... have sex with him....

But soju is just a victim ... actually.... it was me..

"I like you, Baekhyunee" he says again
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You don't have to let those words out with this serious expression. Everyone might think you are being honest.
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"......... can... can I kiss you?" I ask

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