Ocean Love (ChanBaek)

Part ^ 42

I... I don't know how to feel anymore...

Anger?
Sad?
Heartbroken?

I think I wasn't breathing for a few seconds...
I feel like raging out loud but at the same time... saying no words at all.

Why must he lie?
Why must he deceive me?

"Baekhyun ssi?" Sehun calls me

"Aren't you... supposed me threaten me? Or torture me? To leave his side?"

"It is all you think of me? A gangster... a thug"

".... Sehun ssi..."

"Didn't I tell you? Not to trust him... and now I'm giving you a chance... to decide for own. If you want to stay by his side despite of all you just saw... I will just cancel the work with Ms. Mo. I don't plan to hurt you. It's all your choice"

"Why......... why...."

"Yes... I wonder...too... why..,, I am keep wanting to protect you." He sighs.... "I will drive you back to your house"

"Can we.... Go for a drive?" I ask "I don't want to be back at his house... and after the drive... can we go back to our house?"

"Our house?"

"Imm.. the one you and me used to live"

"Okay" he says as he starts driving...

'kiss me baekhyun... I missed you so much. And tell me you miss me too... I wanna hear that..' - chanyeol <in previous chapter>

Those were .... All lies?

I knew something was off from the start...
I'm the one to be blamed......
I shouldn't have... no...I should have let him go from the start...

I shouldn't ... fall in love...
I shouldn't have waited....

The drive was quite long...
Sehun drives with no certain destination.

It was long enough and quiet enough for me

To think about all the guilts....

To let out endless tears....

To be falling apart almost every seconds ....

Ah... that's right... he was always a greedy person.
I shouldn't have believed him... I shouldn't have ...

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"Baekhyun ssi?"

I open my eyes and... I must have fall asleep.

"Sorry.. I fall asleep" I say

"It's okay... we are back home.. can you walk?"

I just nod...

"You have the keys right? Sleep well tonight. I will ask one of my underlings to send meals to you tomorrow. If you are not okay.. take leave from work tomorrow"

"Aren't you... going to sleep here ?"

"I will just be a burden to you baekhyun ssi.. I will text you"

"Don't...go..." I say as I grab onto his coat... "and ... stop being so cold to me.... baekhyuneee... call me like that.... Don't act so cold to me... please..."

"Let's go home .. baekhyuneee" Sehun says

I don't want to use Sehun.... But....I'm feel like I'm all fucked up.... I need someone beside me....

"Sehun ssi.."

"Hmm?"

"Do you free tomorrow?"

"I don't think I have appointments but why?"

"Do you wanna go road trip with me?"

"Where do you want to go?"

"Anywhere... except Seoul.."

"Okay... let's take a rest now.. we will leave early tomorrow"

Yes.... I want to run away.... For awhile...
From everything...

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Chanyeol's POV

Why is he not replying me?
It's has been 3 days...
He's not even reading any of my KakaoTalk messages... it's not even delivered...

And I called him unless times and ... his phone is power off.

Just what is happening??
I can't rush to home and see since I lied to him...

Urghhh...

And yesterday.. I went and checked him after work secretly and ... he is not going to his work either.

My blood is boiling and.... "Where the actual fuck are you Byun baekhyun.??"

This is bad....
What if he's fainting in the bathroom?

What should I do?

"Honey? You look so restless" ah.. right.. she is still here...
Please go back to your home quick...

"It's quite late Jessica ssi... have you called your driver yet?"

"I am quite sad on how you always push me away. We haven't even kissed since we started going out..."

Because... you and me will just be business marriage...

Who would care about making love and ....

She comes and sit on my lap.... "And I want to take another step forward in our relationship... honey"

And why is she keep calling me honey...

"Sure......"

She leans in closer as ... we kiss......
<a:n: Ehhhh!!! This author refuse to write>
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I get up around 4am and drive to my house..(the one he and baekhyun lives)

I will sneak into the house and make sure he's okay...
May be he's just mad at me ...
If he wakes up.. I will just say ..I just landed here..

I quietly thumb in the passcode and get into the house...

And the house seems like.. it has been not in use for days...

Lights shut...
Basin is dry
Things are a bit dusty...

I quietly open the bedroom door and....

He is not there!!!!

I check the bathroom and ....

No no.....

Where is he....

"Where the fuck is byun baekhyun!!!"

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Hello guys!
Here's an update for today.
Hope you enjoy it and yeah....
This story is ending soon!!

Sending hugs to my readers and myself.. hang in there 🙌🏻🙌🏻