Little Bird (Ziall Horlik) M-preg

Chapter 1

Zayn's POV

I looked back and forth between Harry and Niall while they looked like they had both seen a ghost. The only thing I heard Harry say was a small comment, then he covered his mouth. I tried to analyze what was happening between them, but Aliyah started to whine and cry in my arms, so I looked down at my daughter.

"What can I do for you, baby girl?" I asked her and smiled at her even though she was crying. I loved her and her brother so much, it was unreal. I patted her diaper to see if that was the problem, but she was fine. I knew I was done here and it was Niall's turn to do what he had to do.

"Nialler, it think she's hungry." I told him happily. He finally tore his eyes from Harry and looked at me. He didn't smile back though, he just reached his arms out and waited for me to set her in them. I got up and went to him, placing our daughter down gently and kissing the tip of his nose. That caused a small smile to appear on his face, so I kissed his lips to see if I could make that smile grow. I just want to make him smile, is that okay?

"I, uh, need help." He whispered to me in a shy voice, then looked at the other men standing in the room.

"Can they, like, leave?" He whispered again. I kissed him and followed exactly what he wanted.

"Aliyah needs to eat guys, you can go down the the cafeteria and I'll go down when she's done. I need food too." I laughed trying not to make a big deal out of the fact Niall is going to breastfeed. He was blushing and clutching the little girl close to him, not making eye contact with anyone.

"Yeah, sure we can even bring you up something to eat. You look a little pale there, Zayn." Louis said kindly. I smiled at him as he walked over to Harry, who was still looking at Niall in the same spot he was when he walked in, and grabbed is hand. That seemed to wake Harry up because he looked up at me then left the room with his boyfriend without a word.

Liam started to walk out, but he was still holding Christopher in his arms which made Niall look up at me with fear in his eyes.

"Zayn!" He whined at me and looked back to Liam.

"Uh, Li Li, you have to leave the baby." I said awkwardly. He looked down in his arms and seemed to realize he was leaving with him. He walked over to me and gave me my son.

"Sorry about that. Kind of forgot I couldn't keep holding him. When I came back, can I hold Aliyah?" He asked both me and Niall shyly.

"As long as you don't leave with her too." I told him and pat him on the shoulder. He nodded and smiled, but I still saw that sadness in his eyes that seemed to stay even after I forgave him. I told myself it was nothing to worry about and that he was probably just sad he had to give back my baby.

"Alright, I'll see you guys in a few." He said and left the room. I went and helped Niall with his hospital gown and covered him with a blanket.

My head felt incredibly fuzzy, so I went and set Christopher in his bin and took a seat next to Niall. I wanted to ask him about the whole Harry thing, but I didn't really have it in me to ask. It was weird how weak I was feeling just from standing up for a few minutes.

"Zayn, you look like you're about to throw up. You feeling alright?" Niall asked me. I smiled and nodded, then headed to the bathroom connected to his room. I looked in the mirror after splashing cold water on my face and saw my eyes had black bags around them, my cheeks were sunken in and my over all color was as pale as Niall's skin with a tint of green to it. I guess I did look like I was going to throw up. But I feel fine, other than my head feeling fuzzy, but I'm fine. I splashed more water on my face, then walked out of the room drying myself off with the bottom of my shirt.

"So, the curly lad was Harry. I didn't get the chance to introduce you two. Sorry about that." I told him and kissed his cheek. I sat down and it felt allot better sit than to stand. I shook my head and started concentrating on Niall and if he needed anything.

"Yeah, I figured he was. Only one of your friends I haven't really met." He said very distracted by the baby. It almost seemed like he was trying to distract himself. I was about to asked him that too when my head spun, causing me to grip on the chair and close my eyes shut. It lasted for a few seconds, then it was over. I opened my eyes to see Niall moving back the blanket and adjusted the baby.

"Can I have some water?" The second he asked I was up filling a cup of water from the pitcher they left here for us. I handed it to him and he thanked me, taking a long drink of it. I stood there waiting for him to need something else, but the only thing he needed was for me to take the empty cup.

"More?" I asked he shook his head and scrunched his nose up. I filled up the cup just in case and went to sit by him.

"What's wrong?" I asked him as he threw the blanket off and started massaging his chest just above where the baby was suckling.

"It feels like a cramp there. It actually hurts a bit." He said and looked around for the button to call the nurses. I did what was faster and ran out of the room calling for one to come help. Two came running back in with me and I heard Christopher crying.

"What's the problem here?" One of them asked while the other went to get the baby, which made Niall look like he was about to kill someone. So instead, I went and took the baby out of his arms and held him.

"My, um, man boob hurts?" He asked yet told them, making all of us laugh. I know how he feels with not knowing what's really going on. I don't know how he makes milk for them, but he does. I don't know how he ended up with female parts in him, but he has them.

"Were you feeding him when this happened?" One asked after she finished laughing.

"Yeah, is that like a bad thing telling me I need to stop doing it? I will, but I don't exactly have anything else to feed them with at the moment." He said nervously while the nurse was looking at his chest. At one point she messaged a bit to hard, making Niall yelp and some milk come out. We both blushed and looked away from each other. I was definitely not prepared to see that, but I've literally seen worse from this kid.

"Sorry about that. You're just a little dehydrated for feeding them, causing some clumps to start forming. Drink water while nursing, and don't try to feed them both at the same time. If you absolutely have to, make sure you have double the fluids. If this keeps happening, I would resort to bottle feeding them. It's easier on your body because you have double the eaters." The nurse said while wiping him up. I listened closely to what she had to say because I knew I'd end up being the one to annoy Niall into drinking more water or following her orders. But, he would naturally do it anyway so I don't know why I'm worrying.

I set Christopher down and kissed his little nose that looked like Niall's and his sister's, then went back over to Niall. He was in the middle of a yawn, but shook his head trying to rid the sleepiness from himself.

"Get some sleep, lucky charms. I'll be here with the babies. Just sleep a bit." I told him kissing his hand and watching his eyes close. I waited for a few minutes before I weakly got up and went to the door. There was already a nurse waiting there for me to give her the okay. Anytime Niall would sleep, the nurses and doctors took that time to make sure the babies were fine and watch them for a while. I felt bad for doing this behind his back, but it was in the better interest of the twins so I had to.

Once the babies were being strolled away to go get looked at, I tuned out the lights and decided to go get my friends from the cafeteria.

As I kept walking down the hall, I felt like there was a ton of bricks on my shoulders and on my feet. My head still felt fuzzy, but when I started feeling dizzy I tripped over my feet and fell into the wall. I leaned there until it went away and kept walking.

"Sir, are you alright?" A male nurse asked me. I nodded, but couldn't even move any more because of how week I felt and the dizziness was working against me as well.

I dropped to the floor and the last thing I remember was a pain of my head colliding with the hard tile...

A/N: what's wrong with Zayn?!?!? This is going to be fun for me, not so much for you guys though. Comment / Vote!
                             - Bri;)