Truth and Lies (Twice 10th member)

VI

It's been 2 days since that night. And yes, no one dares to speak even one word and everyone feels the tension.

I want to apologize for what I have done last two nights, but the word that Jihyo unnie said always rang in my mind and makes my heart ache.

The day after that night, I just chose to stay at my dorm and lay on my bed, didn't even dare to eat the whole day.

Our managers gave us a one day break and now, I'm in my own studio making songs to let out these pain. I do have a lot of songs that my unnies doesn't know, not because I don't want them to hear these songs but because I don't want them to know what I really felt. My members have a lot of problems now, I don't wanna be a burden.

My stomach growled and I just realized that I haven't had a meal. So I decided to clean my studio and eat outside but before I leave my dorm...

'I'm gonna eat outside. Wanna come?'

No..no..too friendly.. They are still mad at you..

'I'll eat outside. Just in case, you'll find me.'

Too immatured..

I've been debating with myself whether I will text them or not. In the end, I just text our manager.

It's 3pm when I went outside and have a beautiful day. Looks like these people are having a good day and I envy them. I just decided to clear my mind for a while and just enjoy this lovely day.

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It's almost dinner time when I got home. I received a call from our manager a few minutes ago that they are gonna have a dinner outside with my unnies and they asked me if I'm gonna come with them, and my answer...

"I'm sorry manager oppa, but I already ate dinner outside."

Oppa said that it's okay and I guess it's fine too because I wouldn't be able to see my unnies. Well, I'm not yet ready.

I went straight to my bed and let my body fall to bed. I'm tired. Sooner, I fell asleep.

*THUD*

My body went to autopilot as soon as I heard the noise. I check the clock and I was just sleeping for 30 mins, but my members are not yet here, for sure. So, who's-----

"Look, this will do..."

I picked up my phone at the side table and tried to call any of my members or managers while slowly walking to the door.

Please answer please...

I opened the door slightly and quietly and saw 2 girls searching at my things in the living room, they tried to open my recording room and luckily, it was locked. I'm still trying to call them, but none of them wants to answer.

One of the girls went to the table where all of my family pictures and twice pictures placed. She picked up my favorite twice picture which is just for us and tried to hide it in her pocket.

"Who are you?" I gathered my strength to walk out of the room and face them. The two girls startled as soon as they heard my voice and the girl who's holding the picture, accidentally slipped off from her hands and it dropped to the floor near under the table.

The two girls looked at each other, and one them attacks me. I tried to dodge it but the other girl managed to tackle me down.

My head bumped to the wall and I felt some blood at my forehead, I tried to stand up even if my sights are blurred. One the girls, put both of my hands at my back and forced me to kneel.

"You know, I still don't understand why are you staying in this group." The girl who tackled me said.

"You're not as popular as them."

"You always messed up, and your unnies are the ones who's always cleaning up your mess."

"I still don't get it why JYP decided to put an untalented person like you in this talented group." She keeps on walking back and forth infront me and it just adds to my dizziness.

"Us, Onces, knows that Twice members are tired of you. Can't you see that they don't like you anymore and they want you gone? Maybe you don't know because you never prioritized their feelings."

Every word that they say, it makes my heart bleed.

It's true that I'm not as popular as them...

It's true that I'm not that talented compared to my members...

But...

It will never true that I never prioritized their feelings...

"Twice wants you gone. so, us, Onces."

I keep my head low and saw a lot of blood at the floor. I cannot further open my eyes and maybe sooner or later, I may pass out.

"So,for sake, Twice and Onces, this will do."

I tried to open my eyes and look at what she's holding.

Kitchen knife

I gathered my strength and pushed the girl who's holding me. She attack me with the knife but I managed to hold her wrist, stopping her from stabbing me.

We keep on fighting with the knife and both of us put the knife between our stomach without us knowing.

The other girl tried to stop us but she pushed the knife sideways and one of us have a cut.

The moment it happened, the world stops so as my breathe.

I looked at the knife and there's blood on it, but what's frightened me the most is that, the knife is pointed at me.

I gasped as soon as soon as put my hand at my stomach, I looked at it and...

Blood.

I fell down as soon as I looked at it and tried to catch my breathe. The two girls dropped the knife and ran away.

I crawled towards my phone and tried to call Jeongyeon unnie...

"Hello?" finally...

"Unnie?" It's getting blurred..

"Hey Sam, What's wrong?" I'm scared...

"Your breathe sounds heavy, you okay, maknae?" Yes...everything's fine...

"Help me..."

*toot**toot**toot*