my brain is following no coherent thought process at the moment, only mentally stuttering words out of order. it would mean one thing to say that this has only been lasting for an hour or two tonight, but this has been lasting all weekend. even now as i write this i trouble to read back at my words and comprehend their meanings, but now as i type the words i can only hope they might make sense. i'm not sure what is going on in the little factory of my brain, but i'm sure some young boy victim of child labor has pulled some wrong lever, or tripped on some kind of important wire i need to think. i've been reading passages to books all day, but i'm not sure i can even remember a single one of them. not a damn one. today has felt like three hours. i'm not sure what this means.
