•Stranger• BTS × Shawn Mendes

Chapter 23

Authors note -
Wait guys! Next two chapters will almost reveal the secrets which were confusing from the beginning...so read carefully

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My Dear Shawnie,

You lit up my whole world with a single smile. When you are in front of me.smiling, laughing, talking or even breathing, my little heart heaves up with this emotion called happiness. When you cry, my eyes don't ask for permission to swell up in a second, when you are hurt  my heart aches with the need to console you. I couldn't thank you enough for entering my life. Your existence has become the need for me, the way you held my hand for the first time, the way you revealed your most endearing eye smile and the way you send the butterflies to rush over to the pit of my stomach with a simple kiss will never be forgotten. Even if I wanted to forget, I couldn't. Who would have thought that one day, I will beg to hear you again, and will become almost desperate to hug you again?I think I forgot to tell you how much ...I love you. Even me, myself don't know when was the time when your innocence made me fall for you. But, now I can certainly claim that I love you. Please come back and hold me. I desperately need you in my life.

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"It's going to be fine..." my heart stabilizes for few seconds after hearing Aarushi consoling me. It has been five whole days since last talked to Shawnie. My tears flow even harder with the coming thoughts, soaking up her shirt. She didn't mind of course and neither I cared.

"What if he's not alright?" I whisper in between my tears. She sighs and rubs my hand. "I'm sure he will be fine."

I sit up and with tearful eyes, before I frown at her. "How do you know?! I'm telling you he is not okay!"

"Okay! Let's pray that he's okay! Okay?"

I wipe a tear and reply. "Okay let's do that." I occupy her shoulder once again and cry more. My crying session was cut down short as the door abruptly opens, revealing Jimin there.

"Urvi... you are crying again?" He trembles as he grasps my hand and pulls me into an embrace. The affection made me want to tear up even more. "Shawnie..." I couldn't help but mumble once again as my mind kept on playing the flashbacks from the times he hugged me.

"I know. will find him, please don't cry." He rubs my shoulder in comfort before reassuring.

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"Okay, I know you have been working hard to find Shawnie but here you go eat now!"

"Aaru, I don't feel like eating." I push away the plate. But she pushes it back in front of me. Knowing her stubborn nature enough, I attempt to reach the plate and take a spoonful of the given food but it resulted in me to scrunch my nose as even the smell was making me dizzy.

"Listen, don't make me feed you like a baby! Now eat it and I need to talk about Shawnie."

"I will eat!"

"Good. Anyways, listen. I know I'm late but i found Shawnie a bit suspicious."

My eyes travel all the way to her face, before I could show any emotions she shuts me up. "I know you are very worried about him, and I promise I want him back too but just hear me out!"

This made me feel a bit dishearted. She was right. I have been finding Shawnie odd for past days as well. "Well.I-I thought the same..." I slowly talk. Her eyes enlarge instantly as she was expecting me to shut her down.

"Omg. I thought I was just being stupid. Anyways tell me what happened?"

"I find Shawnie being oddly strong way too weird. The fact that he's built and fit is suggesting that his mental problem isn't from birth. And the other day, I found some marks around his back." I gulp a huge amount of oxygen as my breathing quicken along with my heart.