•Stranger• BTS × Shawn Mendes

Chapter 35

Yes he was terrified..

Yes, he was scared to sleep next to you. He thought after confessing his feelings to you, he will be less freaked out and more at ease as you were in his mind pretty much 24/7. But, here he was...lying next to you, frozen and not making any moves just in case he sees your face and urge to kiss you and have you right there begins to bother him all over again.

He was restless under the blanket, back facing you. After challenging Jimin that he can control himself and take things slow, he couldn't lose. Jimin didn't ask him to control himself but of course,Shawn Mendes gets offended and challenges Jimin that he won't touch you at all. And here is Shawn Mendes regretting every single of his words.

You. You were lying next to him. You had planned that you will cuddle your newly boyfriend, Shawn like the old days, but obviously, something has to trigger your boyfriend who isn't even looking at you. First, you thought it was you that probably did something wrong. But, after seeing his face red and stuttering behaviour and his eyes glued onto your lips whenever his eyes laid on you, you instantly understand what's wrong with him. He was trying to control himself, but he doesn't have to... You think whiningly.

You trusted him enough to allow him whatever he was thinking. You knew he respected you enough which is why you had no problem taking your relationship a step further, but you also admired his controlled attitude. After 30 minutes of awkward lying down, with occasional rattling on the bed, you come to the conclusion that Shawn wasn't going to make a move. So, you make a plan.

Smirking playfully, you turn around and see Shawn's back facing you. He held that position for over 40 minutes now. You see how he is fully clothed and binds of sweats forming around his neck. As much as you knew him, he never sleeps with his top on. He really is trying hard today, isn't he?

Your fingers teasingly snake under his t-shirt from his waistline. You feel his body stiffening, your smirk grows a bit bigger, pleased with the reaction. You feel his lower abdomen, but instantly stop yourself from going any under. You then travel your hand around his stomach area, feeling his well-built abs. You get a bit closer, allowing your body to touch his. You were loving his reaction and his effort to stay chilled way too much than you should.

You squeak a little as he moaned slightly. Unable to keep it in any longer, he instantly turns around and hovers above you. You had a victory smile on your face when he pins your hands above your head. He then in a swift moves removes his top, allowing you to gawk at his body for god knows how many times.

"You will be the death of me." He whispers and smashes his lips against you. Kissing you in an animalistic hunger that was making you feel intoxicated. You couldn't help but enjoy the sensation, as well as the knots forming against your belly. Both of you leave a whiny whimper without leaving each other's lips for a split second. If Shawn is getting this chance, he will make sure to devour all of you. And, you sure hell didn't mind a bit.

He abruptly stops and leaves your lips, you felt your lips getting pulled by his, like a magnet as your weight lifted from the bed slightly, following his lips.

"No."

"Huh?"

"We can't do this!"

"Are you serious Shawn Mendes?! Come back here!" You scold, cringing at how desperate you sounded. However, he sounded more desperate than you.

"No, Urvi. You have no idea, how much I want to. But, I can't it's about how I can control myself and I will, for us. I don't want us to rush things... I can take this slowly. will prove it to you that I can do this for you, to respect you and your body."

"You don't have to..." You timidly pout, touched at his words. Your heart was hammering loudly for him to hear it. He was quiet, again looking how adorable you looked looking down and pout at him. He just couldn't control it, but he will. He is determined that he will.