"Sha-Shawnie I...-" Your voice breaks in awe. He doesn't wait any further second before crashing his body against yours, engulfing your fragile body into him. After all, your eyes were streaming an ocean.12 hours ago
"Eva, you will be fine, baby don't worry." You smile at your patient who was currently under the operation theatre. You try to act bravely in front of your patient, however only you know how much it's breaking your heart to see her so weak, in that position.
Eva might be your one of your regular patient but you have grown a significant attachment with her. When you came back from France you became too busy with your other patient when you didn't notice that Eva's report from the recent blood test has arrived where the result indicated the possible crash.
After a few more testing, it was found that it might not be a tiny illness. She has a nasty tumour inside her body that is ready to grow. Since her mum didn't really pay much attention to her health, the tumour has grown more than expected.
Even though you blamed yourself for being more than two months late with her report, you were currently holding onto Eva's little hand as she was scared. Her mother was absent since she couldn't care less, leaving her to be your responsibility.
"It hurts..." her voice breaks and your heart trembles slightly to see her crying. You knew your profession didn't allow you to be emotional but could you help it?
"Eva-, it's okay. You will fall asleep in any second and then you will just have to dream pretty and nice things, hm?" You smile gently at her and she keeps on silently letting her fearful tears.
"Do you want me to call Kookie for you?" You ask, knowing that Jungkook can handle her better than you. She nods in between her sobs.
"Doctor Lee, can I call my intern in the OT?" You politely ask the doctor who was preparing the medicines for Eva. Although he seemed unsure but allowed you nevertheless with a gentle smile.
Back to the current time
"Shh,Urvi...its fine. It's not your fault." Shawn tries his best to confront you but you squeeze in between his arms. You felt broken and moreover guilty. The amount of stiffness that can make you weigh a few more pounds, you unbotheringly just sob around Shawn.
"No-It's all my fault. I am such a worst doct-"
"Sh.. you aren't. everything will be fine. Trust me."
"But they said they can't do anything, it's getting serious. What if something happens to her, Shawn. They said it." Your voice breaks once again.
"They said, She might Urvi. Nothing is sure yet, she will be fine trust me. You are not a bad doctor. You just need to be stronger." He ensures, firmly cupping your cheek. He wipes the tear off when he remembers something. He quickly texts Jimin to come quickly in front of the field, around the benches you two were seated in.
Jimin
Come down on the field at the usual place. Urvi is crying and bring something nice.
Also, don't panic she is fine. I repeat DONT PANIC she's okay.
"Oh shit. gotta go!" Jimin splits up from his seat immediately after getting the message of you crying. He was found rushing on the corridor in order to get down to you. His heart was not going to be in peace unless he saw you were okay himself. As he rushed into the lift quickly he realized he wasn't the only one. Aaru and Lucy, your co-worker and nurse in charge were there too.
Jimin audibly sighs, not wanting to deal with Aarushi's mood swings right now. However Aaru had a full plan on taking the offence as he just sighed and rolled his eyes at her, but she remains quiet as they weren't the only one in that lift.
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•Stranger• BTS × Shawn Mendes
Fanfiction"You have no idea, how much I craved your presence. You bring the best of me, and I honestly cannot imagine staying without you~" ~Stranger