Mon Amour [Jenlisa]

Under the Moon

"Happy birthday, Jennie!"

Jisoo and Chaneg opened wine bottles for me as we celebrated my birthday. All our friends were here. Red Velvet and Twice asked permission from their CEOs so they could come to my apartment today.

We celebrated here at my place to avoid media following us. Initially we wanted to celebrate in a private restaurant, but I knew that was impossible. With Twicepinkvelvet in one place, paparazzis would immediately come and bother us so I settled for us to stay here at my house.

I recently bought this place and this is where I shot my first ever vlog. I chuckled when I saw my friends having fun. They were dancing to the slow music that I had put on because I wanted the vibe of my birthday this year to be slow and chill.

Not like my past birthdays where it was all partying and being chaotic with my friends.

I remembered when we went home drunk and I almost got into trouble with YG because apparently some stalkers saw us and threatened to spread pictures of us drunk if we didn't pay them.

I mean...

What was so bad?

We were human too...

This is all so pressuring.

I thought about these things and I realized how my life was far from normal. I was starting to get sad in my own birthday when I felt someone sit beside me.

"Penny for your thoughts?" She asked and I immediately rolled my eyes playfully because she had that knowing smile on her face again!

She was teasing me!

"Stop teasing me, it's my birthday" I joked and she shrugged while chuckling. I then looked away from her but she kept her gaze on me. I looked outside and noticed how the moon illuminated my apartment so prettily.

It felt warm and cold at the same time.

"You're really pretty today, Nini" Lisa said to me with love in her eyes. I could see it. She looked at me with such care and I couldn't feel much happier than this.

She was my greatest love.

And I knew I was hers too.

"Thank you, Lili poopoo" I replied and she chuckled when she heard her favoutite nickname. Poopoo. Typical Lalisa. I shook my head and stood up to lead her to the balcony of my apartment.

Soon enough, the moon illuminated both our faces and I sat her down at chair and I went next to her to do the same. I leaned my head on her shoulder and she leaned her head on top of mine.

"This feels like home" I mumbled under my breath as I closed my eyes. My friends wouldn't mind if I left them in my apartment while I enjoyed my time with Lisa. They knew how important these small times was to me.

I felt my girlfriend's hand grab mine and she intertwined our fingers. She had much bigger hands than me and my palm fit in hers so perfectly.

Her hand was like a mold for mine. It was like a puzzle piece that fit together with such ease and perfection. That was what we were.

Me and her?

We were perfect for each other.

We were soulmates.

"This is home, Jennie" She said and it hit me so hard that it almost made me emotional, but I didn't want to cry on my birthday. It was supposed to be filled with laughs and happiness so no matter what the reason, I didn't want to cry.

Evrn if it was tears of joy.

"I know and I want to feel this forever" I pulled away from our position and looked at her. She stared at me with a smile still plastered on her face. I wondered how she managed to do that, to keep on smiling, despite everything.