When I look at you

Chapter 26: never loved

ARIAS POV:
I woke up the next day. I was sore. It was everything I expected it to be. But he blew me away. It felt good with the person I loved most. I never wanted to lose that feeling. I got up to seeing he was gone. I decided to get up and take a shower but it felt weird to walk. But I managed I got into the shower and got back out looked in the mirror to seeing a smile on myself. I made the right decision choosing him. I got out of the bathroom I looked in the fridge to find nothing. I looked over something about this book tempted me to look. I walked towards it but decided not to. I got my clothes on sat on the couch for an hour or two waiting for him to come back. I called he answered and he said he had to leave for the weekend for a meeting and he didn't wanna wake me. He said he'd call the moment he got back and it'd be before graduation next week. He's been acting strange lately knowing things that I never told him. At least I didn't remember. Ali has been wanting to talk to me about things but I never have time. I decided to look at that book. I opened it to find a packet a large packet in the middle on the book like it was suppose to be hidden. Heard someone coming down the hall. I grabbed the packet and left. I got in my car and drove to our special place. I sat there for a few minutes to think I had a week until graduation but I'm done learning and that I can go to Hollis and learn on go to California. I haven't told him about it yet and I can't wait to tell him. Suddenly I got a text. I ignored it. I got in my car and drove home. I went up to my room and say there staring at my purse I got another text. "Poor poor Aria now you'll know. Might wanna go see that boyfriend of yours considering he's home for me. -kisses a" I suddenly ran and grabbed that packet I started to read the words. He knew who I was when he met me. He knew everything about me. He used me. He knew ali. He had a relationship with her. This books about her. He used me. Tears were streaming down my face as I drove that apartment as fast as I could. I get there open the door as i began to yell "I found your book you used me and never love-" and see a black hoodie like A turn around to face me frozen. It was ezra. I ran as quickly as I could not looking back as I ran to my car. I drove home as fast as I could packed everything as fast as I could and told my parents I wanted to leave to California before my graduation instead of after. They didn't say anything as I ran out the door threw my bags in and drove off. Tears were running down my face as that imaged flashed my mind. Ezras A he was the one who used me all this time and tricked me and my friends. He never loved me. It was that simple.