When I look at you

Chapter 12: falling in & out of love

SAMS POV:
I was talking to some of my friends before school and they asked when I was going to have some alone time for Aria. I didn't exactly know because she's been so busy.

ARIAS POV:
I'm honestly glad it's Friday but I'm tired of having a sub. I'm not ready for these SATS on Tuesday. It's going to be a long weekend. Suddenly Sam comes up to me and asks if I'm free I say "yeah if your willing to help me study" he responds "oh well I can't help you study sorry Aria" I gave him a confused stare but told him it's ok and shut my locker and went walking to class. The feeling was back what did I need to know that I forgot? Suddenly i received another text from "A". It said "can't you remember darling? I can. Maybe you will eventually. I hope you remember b26. Kisses -A" then there's an image attached. I couldn't see who it was but it defiantly was me kissing someone at the park during the movie fest. I just didn't know who looks like Sam it probably is we were so sweet. I ignored the text because I don't know who it was. I was distracted all of class from that text. Who is this "A" person ali?when I got out of class it was time for lunch but when I went to lunch I saw Sam he called me over to him he already had my lunch. I saw the girls all sitting together. Hanna was watching me while Emily and spencer were talking. I continued walking and Sam hoped up and gave me a kiss but I cut it short and sat down. I didn't really pay attention to anything at lunch or the conversation. What was this "A" person and hanna trying to tell is all I could focus on. Sam kept asking what was wrong. Nothing I responded until I finally got up and left. He chased after me asked why I've been so distant and acted so weird lately I didn't know what to say so I kissed him passionately and finally ended it. It just didn't feel right but he thought it did because he wanted more but I laughed and said were at school. "My place later?" He said. "No I need to study" I said. He kissed my forehead and went back to lunch. I needed a break and went outside and sat on the stairs. I needed this day to be over with.

HANNAS POV:
I wondered if she'd ever figure anything out. I needed mr. Fitz to come back if I was going to make this work. I need to talk to Aria on my own. Maybe this weekend I just need to spend time with her.

EZRAS POV:
It seems like I've been gone forever. The memories start to fade and the faces start to. But there's one face I can't get rid of. I know that color on her lips to well. I can't go anywhere, I can't do anything without seeing her. She's in my dreams it's like she won't leave me alone. Even though I know she's gone and never coming back I look around looking for somewhere to start over. I need to return to school Tuesday and this isn't going to be easy.

SAMS POV:
Aria hasn't been acting the same lately.
When I say I love her she just says I know. She puts her arms around but it seems like it's all for show. Then there she goes. It seems like she's wrecking my whole world that's all fixed up when she says goodbye. I think I just love her to the point of insanity.

ARIAS POV:
The last bell finally rung and I was ready to leave. I needed to be home. I wasn't even going to study I was just going to sleep the weekend away. Hanna was calling me but I ignored it. I quickly fell asleep. I woke up the next morning to having about 20 missed calls and texts from Sam. I ignored him too. I began to study for a few hours till I grew tired of it. My stomach was growling so I went downstairs and got something to eat and passed out on the couch.
I woke up from a nightmare. I don't know who saved me. It was a man with strong gentle arms. He saved me from Sam. Sam was beating me it was weird. I couldn't see who saved me. It felt like it has happened before. But it hasn't which is weird at least that I remember. It was now Sunday and I officially slept my whole weekend away. I went and took a shower and got ready and began to study alittle more. Once I was done I grew tired and decided to head to the brew and get a coffee. When I went in I ordered my coffee and sat there for awhile. I thought to myself Why am I pushing Sam away from me. Once I finished my coffee I decided I needed to make it up to him. I drove home and was very tired I decided to sleep. I woke up to realizing it's Monday I didn't want to go to school today. I wanted to go to school and get this dreadful day over with. Mr.fitz still wasn't there shocker. My day flew by considering sam wasn't there so I couldn't make it up. I went home and slept my day away again. Now it's Tuesday and it's raining and I'm not in the best mood but I needed to make everything up the people I needed most in my life. I went to school and we had to skip straight to 4th period then you had SATS. I went to fourth period which was gym. I remember going to gym and getting dressed to play dodgeball something I hate. sams also in my class. I remember throwing the ball at Sam as hard as I could. Then suddenly I'm flying through the air. I was hit hard and I was down on the ground for a good minute. Things started flooding back to me I didn't remember. Bad memories I didn't want to relive. I remembered me and Sam breaking up the first time and what I went through and a guy saved me I just didn't know who that memory wasn't there. All these questions came to mind. I didn't want to ask Sam. Once gym was over I got dressed and headed to my SATS. I they told us they were postponed due to weather and that we needed to get to the basement. I see Sam walk over and sit by me. He asked if I wanted to go somewhere I didn't respond I just followed. Once we got up there I realized how bad it was raining. I saw Sam reach for a guitar. I wanted ask him so many questions but I don't know how. He suddenly leaned in for a kiss. He kissed me then everything hit me. I heard someone coming in. I saw mr.fitz walk in soaked. He just stared at the both of us. I was surprised he was back. He said "they need everyone downstairs." Sam got up and asked if I was coming. I wanted to speak to mr.fitz about everything I just remembered. How could I forget all of this? How could I let Sam in my life again. I wanted to tell him sorry. But I just left but I was suddenly scared of Sam. What will I do...

EZRAS POV:
My first day back I didn't think it'd be easy but then I see Aria kiss Sam. It felt like everything I tried getting over the last week never really went away...