When I look at you

Chapter 4: goodbye aria

SAMS POV:
What did I just do to the girl I love? I need to make it right. I need to show her I didn't mean it. I was jealous and hurt. What can I do? I told aria to go take a seat on the couch and I went to the kitchen to make some popcorn. I walked back to the living room. I looked on the shelf to find arias favorite black and white movie. I hate them and always fall asleep but I need to make it right. I hand her the popcorn and see a blanket I grab it and I curl up next to her on the couch. We cuddle. It genially felt right again. I was slowly drifting off just by the opening scene.

ARIAS POV:
I was scared. I didn't know what he did that. But eventually I realized he didn't mean it. I look behind me to see him fast asleep. I turn off the tv and fall asleep in his arms. I wake up to and go upstairs in the bathroom I looked in the mirror I saw a bruise. I saw finger marks. But thanks god makeup could cover it. I hear a door slam. I walk down the stairs to see mike staring at Sam asleep. Right as he's about to yell I pull him into the kitchen. He stands there I see his face turning red. I thought he was going to bust but all that came out was a soft sigh and a light "why" from mikes mouth? I sigh "I don't know, I don't know what we are mike. I'm sorry" I replied. He just looked me in the eyes and asked "do you still love him?" I thought to myself for a long time and looked back and realized a weeks ago I wouldnt hesitate this question. I looked up with tears flowing down my face with a smile "no". "No?" He responds. "Yes mike I don't" I couldn't believe the words coming from my mouth. He said "I'm proud of you sis now get him out of here" I thought to myself why didn't I tell him what happened what did I tell Sam how much longer do I allow this to go on. I wipe the tears from my face. All I can think about is seeing ezra walk through that door last night and see his facial expression change in an instant. I wake Sam up and ask him to go back next door with Dylan. He said "ok I need to get back anyways" before he left wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I felt nothing but I think he did. Once he left I shut the door and slouched down next to it. I ran my hand through my hair thinking what have I done? I needed to call ezra and explain. I call him it rings 4 times and is sent to voicemail. A tear fell from my eye but why? I'm reassured myself I had any feelings for ezra. Just something about him made me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. I went and put on a outfit real quick left my hair alone because it seemed like the curls where still held in and I just put on some makeup. I grabbed my keys and left. I headed down to the grill. I sat there for moments waiting for something to happen but nothing happened. As I got up to leave I thought I saw ezra. Ezra with another women from behind but it wasn't him. I got in my car and went to where ezra took me. I sat on the swing remembering everything that happened. I called him again. No anwser. Sam calls I pick up "hello?" "Hey babe wanna catch a movie or something in the park tonight?" He asked. "Um uh yeah... Yeah sure! See you tonight?" "Yes I'll pick you up around 8" "ok bye" I said. I hung up and walked back to my car. I waited to see if ezra would show up but it never happened. He left me no choice since I couldn't explain what happened. But why do I owe him an apology? He's nothing more than a friend right? Suddenly I see Sam he walks over and gets in he kisses me and I ask if he wants anything from the brew we go there and I go in and get us some coffees I left my phone out in the car when I need to call my mom but I will momentarily.

EZRAS POV:
It's been a day since I've seen what I did last night. I don't know why I'm ignoring her calls. I shouldn't be doing that to her. We're just friends. Yeah what am I doing maybe I should call and see what she's doing tonight? I'll call her. 6 rings then to voicemail it went. I called her once more to hear a strange "hello." "Yes is aria there I pleaded?" Sorry no. "May I ask who this is. If your the guy from last night you need to leave aria alone were happy again" I hung up. I didn't know what happened but I needed to see aria and find her alone but how? I'm going to the black and white movie fest outdoors tonight. I have no date it's just me going. As I take a shower and clean up to go I realized I needed to find some blankets and pillows I'm willing to use.

ARIAS POV:
I come back with our coffees and take Sam home so he could get ready for tonight. After I drop him off I head home. Once I get home I get out of my car and walk in my house. I walk upstairs and yell for mike. No anwser. I look in his room hi not there he must be out. I got in my shower took a quick one and found a comfy yet cute outfit. I grabbed some blankets after I got ready and was ready to go I had about an hour till Sam would be there so I walked around wondering what I could do. I went through my phone to read old messages from the girls. I realized how much I missed them. I called spence. No anwser hmm maybe it's not her number anymore or maybe they don't want to talk to me. I sit there for awhile to hear the doorbell ring. I open up to see sam. He kissed me and grabbed the blankets from my hands. He said "I have plenty but this is fine." He walks me out to his car but he didn't open my door. He just walks to his and throws the blankets in the back. We drive to the park and end up making a big pallet under a tree. He hates black and white movies I don't think he realizes what he's in for. About 15 minutes into the movie he falls asleep. I then grew bore but I looked around to see a familiar face not to far back. It was Ezra. He didn't see me I don't think. But I couldn't help but smile. I get up and walk back to him. I come up from behind and say "hey sir is there any room here for the two of us" I startled him but he smiled and said "yes ma'am" I laid down next to him I asked him how he's been. We talked he asked where my boyfriend was "he's not my boyfriend" I said. He said "sure" I go "anyways he's asleep up there he doesn't like black and white movies like me" "me too!" He said. I smiled. I looked into his beautiful eyes and kissed him. He kissed me back. I felt something I felt a spark. Something I've never felt. I pulled away and kept going on talking as nothing had happened. I told him about Sam and our past & what's happened lately everything but the slap. He then told me if I needed anything that I could come to his apartment. I kissed his cheek and left because the movie was over and I needed to wake Sam up. I help him up and start to pack everything up we get all the stuff packed up in the car and he stands in the parking lot and cups my face and kisses me. I end it very quickly but I see ezra he must have thought it went on forever. He walks past me and whispers "ready to play me aria" I try and speak but remember Sams there I then get in the car and Sam drives me home.