You are an ocean away,
Past the stormy seas and violent rain,
But in my mind you appear clear as day,
I'm unable to let go despite the pain.
I still see your warm brown eyes and tender smile,
When you asked if I wanted to stay for awhile,
The soft touch of your arms wrapped around me,
As we swayed to the movements of the birch tree.
I love you so much,
It pains me to see you with someone new,
Why wasn't I good enough for you?
Why couldn't I have been the one you choose?
I love you so much,
Words aren't enough,
To describe all the ways you make me feel,
How I float when I'm around you.
I hate you so much
For leaving me behind
Without a warning sign
Like I was nothing to you
But then again maybe I was...
Maybe everything I assumed
was misconstrued.
I love you,
I hate you,
I feel everything in between for you.

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Lost Girls: An Anthology of Poems
PuisiIt's okay to be lost amid the chaos of the world. Where I let out all the consuming thoughts stuck in my head. Dedication: To anyone who's hurting, you're not alone. It'll be okay.