Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG

∆....rebound or?

Billie POV-
Okay so I have a really bad problem
I am dating this beautiful girl named y/n
I love her so much. We have been dating for over a  year and it has been the best year of my life, we started dating right after I broke up with my ex leslie because she cheated, however these days I have been talking to leslie again.
I can't lie  leslie is hot as fuck and I just am so attracted to her. And I know I know she cheated but everyone makes mistakes.
The thing is I love y/n so fucking much I can't afford to loose or hurt her
What the fuck am I gonna do
I love both leslie and y/n this can't be happening
Soon my thoughts get interrupted by my phone ringing
"Leslie baby💕💕💕"
I quickly go to our room
Phone call-
B- hey les, how are you babe
L- oh hey cutie m good I just miss you a lot
B- aww I know I miss you too , I just think I haven't gotten over you yet.
L- I love you Billie m sorry I cheated , break up with y/n and I'll be yours forever baby
B- I know I know but I love y/n , even though I love you too
L- babe just break up with her. You know she can't give u what I can, our sex was amazing and you know that too I NEED you baby. She says seductively moaning
B- oh god babe you make me so horny just thinking about you makes me wet. M coming over in 10 wait for me don't get impatient I say smirking and ending the call
End of the call-

Oh god I really didn't wanna give in but she just so hot
As I smile thinking about what's about to go down in a few minutes
I look up and see a crying y/n with tears in her eyes
Shit
No
Fuck this  wasnt supposed to happen
" Hey y-y/n h-how long have u-u b-been t-there" I say stuttering hoping she hasn't listened.
" Long enough to know that YOU are an asshole YOU REALLY THOUGHT YOU CAN USE ME AS A REBOUND" y/n screams getting close to me
I say quickly
" Y/n please I am sorry I just-"

" YOU WHAT?"

" I just love her I can't help my feelings b-b-but I love you too ugh" I say
As I look up I see y/n is red with anger now and tears are just spilling out like waterfalls

" WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BILLIE YOU CAN'T LOVE BOTH PEOPLE. I TRUSTED YOU BILLIE, 1 WHOLE YEAR DOWN THE DRAIN. I TOOK CARE OF YOU, I WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED ME NOT THAT HOE SHE CHEATED ON YOU". She says screaming in my face hitting my chest in anger
I can't really blame her
I look up and see her packing her things aggressively
No wait I don't want her to leave I can't live without her
"Wait where are you g-going"
I say confused
" Billie you really thought I would ever stay with your cheating ass."
She replies

" No y/n please don't leave I love you I am sorry I love you soo much, I just love her too... " I pleaded with fear that she would leave me
She scoffs smiling bitterly
"Are you hearing your self right now
Billie you know what choose her for all I care marry her cause if you truly loved me I wouldn't be a rebound. WE ARE DONE Billie forever"
She says throwing the promise ring I gave to her
Flashback
"Omg baby why did you buy me this it's too expensive" Y/n says hugging Billie
As Billie puts the ring on y/ns finger she declares " I bought you this to promise that I will be loyal to you forever and love you forever "
" Aww baby you so cute I love youu so much know kiss me" Y/n says before smashing her lips Into billies.
Flashback ends
I smile at the memory
Soon realising what situation I am in now and getting tears falling out of my eyes
"Please y/n please stay I need you please please" I plead on my knees

"Billie no why aren't you getting this WE ARE DONE  you love leslie and thats that we will never contact again bye Billie hope u make her happy as much as you made me happy , just so you know you will regret this " Y/n says before leaving with her suit case
I look down at the ring she threw at me and fell on the floor crying.
What the fuck did I just do
Did I mess up my whole life
Did I make the right decision and leslie is my soul mate??

( sorry this is gonna be a little longer then usual one I just want it to fit in one part)

Time skip
5 weeks later

Y/n pov-
After the messy break up
I have been great.
No I am lying I am awful I have been crying non stop and I haven't eaten anything in weeks and I don't want to
Thoughts like
'She didn't love you" " You were a rebound only" "1 year meant nothing"
Are just going around my brain in circles
I can't believe she had the audacity to say she loves Leslie THAT LYING BITCH
I hope she is happy now
I feel more tears streaming down my face. I finally get up after weeks on just crying and look in the mirror
"God I look bad" Before falling into my bed again.

Now a month later
Billie pov
It's been 5 agonizing weeks
After that break up I was really really depressed
Leslie did come a few times and we hooked up . She wanted to get back together but I said no
Because when me and Leslie were "hooking up" It didn't feel anything like when I used to have sex with y/n
Me and y/ns sex was passionate and loving it was perfect. All I think about is y/n and how stupid I was, I really want to talk to her
What is she has moved on
I can't see her with someone else
I can't it will break me to Much
I need to talk to her
So I went to her house

Y/n pov-
It's been a month since you know everything
M doing better I haven't gotten completely over Billie but I am getting there.
I did get out of bed and cleaned myself and house so I think thats a big improvement.
Ding dong
Ding dong

The bell rang I go downstairs to answer it
As I open the door I see the person I lease wanted to see and least expected
Billie
"Before you say anything or slam the door I just wanted to say I am sorry I know it will take time but please forgive me loosing you was the biggest mistake of my life. Truth is you weren't a rebound I love you I truly do I was just stupid to get into Leslies trap please y/n" Billie saying quickly
I watch as Billie cries leaning on the door
I actually see hurt in her eyes like she actually means it
And I feel bad I shouldnt but I do
God I hate how I love her so much
I quickly wrap my arms around her comforting her
" So Billie I am going to straight with you, you hurt me a lot like alot. I can't easily just forgive you it will take time, but I do love you Billie like a lot that is why it's so hard to move on. Let's just stay on talking terms and see where that leads us okay? " I say looking in her eyes smiling sadly
"Really? Thank you, thank you so much y/n I will never give up on getting you back"  She hugs me tightly
And I hug her back
God I missed her hugs
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Hey y'all sorry this was so big 😩
Anyways I just want to clear up that Billie wasn't directly cheating on you (y/n) like she wasn't hookign up with Leslie she just thought she was catching feeling again BUT she was about too so 👀👀
Just wanted to clear that up
So byee ly and good morning or night 💕💕💕💕💕