∆.....she loves me loves me not? pt2

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Billie pov-
Fuck I have to apologize to y/n
So the I took the rest of the day off of school to go to meet y/n
I wonder who found her there?
After I reach the hospital
I quickly rush to the counter and ask the women sitting there
"M here to meet y/n l/n can please tell me what room she is in"
She smiles before saying "oh of course she is in room 124"
I rush to the room
And knocked
And guess who opened the door
"S-sarah what are you doing here" I say nervously.
A  little back story sarah me and y/n used to be best friend we were neighbours and were like sisters. Before you know I started hanging out with tom and his gang, Sarah was always protective of y/n, and tbh she scares me alot.
"NO BILLIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE" She says hitting my chest
Oh shit y/n probably told her everything
"I-i am h-here to see y-y/n" I declare stuttering
I peek over and see y/n in the hospital bed with tubes and shit all around
It hurts too see her like this but I did this I feel like shit.
" NO THE HELL YOUR NOT can't you see you have hurt her already enough, fucking outing her to the whole school really Billie? I really thought you can change but you'll always be that selfish bitch!" Sarah spat
She was right I really shouldnt have outed her to the whole school
"I am really sorry Sarah ill promise to try and be better j-just be say sorry from me cuz I really don't think she wants to see me right now" I sigh
"SORRY WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY SORRY
YOU LET HER LAY THERE ON THE ROAD WITH BLOOD, YOU KICKED HER BILLIE . i miss the old Billie not this one that only cares for her reputation, I know you like y/n, billie your a pussy and I mean it".
Sarah says looking and me disappointed
The we hear a little weak voice from behind
" H-hey Sarah who is there? " She asks tiredly
"O-oh m sorry for screaming y/n but it's Billie" Sarah replies
"H-hi y/n" I say sadly
"Oh can you please leave my head already hurts" She says rolling her eyes
"Alright I deserve that before I leave I just wanted to say I m really sorry y/n I hope someday you can forgive me" I say giving a sad smile before leaving.
I quickly get into my car
FUCK TO
FUCK MY REPUTATION
FUCK EVERYONE
FUCK ME
I scream hitting the steering wheel
Tears start falling out of my eyes
"Fuck this shit" I whisper before starting my car.

Y/n pov-
As I watch billie run out of the hospital
I look at sarah and she looks at me
In
Confusion?
"What the hell what that? " Sarah asks me
"I-i I don't know one day she acts like my friend then next she is beating me up I don't get it" I sob
I just want us to be friends again and I want everything to me back to normal again it sucks to see billie with tom and his group.
Sarah quickly engulfs me in hug comforting me
Time skip (to a few weeks)

It's been a few weeks billie has  reached out to me a lot of times just saying how sorry she is I have just been ignoring her.
Tom and his group also have been staying out of my way thank fully since Sarah came back
I chuckle thinking about Sarah scaring everyone
"What you thinking about bestie" Sarah says eating lunch not looking up from her phone
" Oh just how u scare everyone In school to protect me, love you bestie "
I say giving her a hug
" Aww anything for you hoe anyways have you talked to billie " Sarah says looking at me Sympathetically
"Umm I have not but I probably should" I say smiling nervously
So I texted billie
I know I should not technically but I want my best friend back
I chuckle reading the name
                                  Bilsss😩💕💕

-hey do you wanna talk maybe?

I immediately get a text back

-yes finallyyy I'll be at yours In 10💕
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Ugh I don't know how this is gonna go
I just wanna hear her side of the story
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Ding
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I quickly rush down stairs
" Calm down y/n it's gonna be okay" Sarah yelled from her room
I roll my eyes playfully and open the door
There she is looking better as ever
"I- hey y/n" She says smiling sadly
I look at her hands and see her holding flowers
"T-these are for you just some I am sorry y/n for being such an ass hole flowers" She says before handing them to me
I chuckle at her Silliness
I look down seeing the beautiful sunflowers placed together perfectly
sunflowers are my favorite
"Thank you billie come inside" I say smiling at her

Billie pov-
Why tf am I so nervous
Ughhh this girl always makes me have butterflies
Yes I have developed a large crush on y/n
Not thAt I didn't like her before
I enter her house
As we sit on the couch she looks at me with her y/e/c they are so beautiful
"How have you been y/n i-i-i have missed you" I say playing with my rings
"I have been better Billie, i-i just want to know why did you have to choose tom over me didn't our freindship mean more then.... Him?" Y/n blurts our with tears brimming her eyes
Oh god I feel so bad
What the fuck was I thinking choosing his disgusting ass over this beautiful girl sitting right in front of me right now
"I-i am sorry I really don't know what I was thinking our friendship meant a lot to me more then anything and the day you said you loved me and we kissed I did feel sparks and i-i do feel the same for you it's just at that time I didn't know what I want and I impulsively chose tom and reputation. And I am very very sorry for the, I know I shouldn't have outed you like that at all it was no place for me to do that i-i just hope I can gain the trust back and m sorry you had to go through all that because of me" I confess and tears  are falling down my eyes
Great m crying
She looks at least with a very unreadable expression
I look down playing with my rings suddenly I feel two warm pairs of arm engulf me in a hug
Sweet scent of strawberry fills my nose
I quickly hug back
We stay like that just crying for about 20 minutes before she pulls apart
"I-i forgive you Billie" She says looking up at me
Wait
She forgives me
She forgives me
SHE FORGIVES ME
I feel my eyes light up as I hug her just mumbling thank you's and thank you's over and over again

Y/n pov-
As I look down at Billie hugging my torso and mumbling thank you's I smile knowing I  got my best friend back and maybe even more
She looks up at me
I look at her beautiful Peircing blue eyes
I suddenly feel warm lips on my lips
Oh god it's really happening
I kiss back
Of course I do
Her lips are soft and they taste like vanilla
We both kiss for about a minute before she pulls apart smiling
"M sorry if that was to fast" She says scratching the back of her neck
"No no that was perfect thank you" I reply before smiling
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Hey besties 💀💀 m sorry I dipped after the a/n I got more sick 💀💀💀💀 rip me but m doing good now so I decided to update I really didn't know where I was going with this so here you guys go whatever this is😌
SMKDKDKD ALSO BILLIE IS ANNOUNCING SOMETHING SOON CAN'T WAIT!!!
Anyways love you guys
Have a great day cuties 💕😌



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