Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG

∆....she loves me , she loves me not

Y/n pov-
Here I am with my best friend crying and fighting
"Y/n what the fuck is your problem these days" Billie says annoyed
I scoff
" YOU! YOU ARE THE PROBLEM"

"WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO"
Billie yells back defending her self

"YOU HAVE BEEN IGNORING ME HANGING OUT WITH UR SO CALLED BOYFRIEND WHO TREATS YOU LIKE A SHIT FOR LIKE A MONTH HOW WILL I NOT BE MAD"
The truth is that I am in love with Billie since like years. She is Bi but only I know that she doesn't want to be "out" To the school and Same is for me so I thought I had a chance
Oh I was so wrong
"UGH WHY DO YOU CARE ANYWAYS!! "
Billie says annoyed

"BECAUSE I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU DON'T YOU GET IT!!!!!!"
Oh fuck it just came out
I can't do anything now
I just broke our friendship completely
"You what? " Billie says with tears forming in her eyes
"I love you Billie I have been in love with you for years " I confess to her

Billie quickly kisses me
I of course kiss back
After a while she pulls away
"Wow that was magical"
I say smiling
"Y-yea" She says before getting up and leaving
Huh? That was weird at least I think she likes me to
With that I fell asleep

Time skip
A few weeks ( it's morning)
I wake up yawning
I look at the clock " 7am " It read I smile knowing I won't be late today. I get up from bed brushing my teeth thinking about how Billie bas been acting weird first she kisses me then ignores me
I'll talk to her today in school.

I get ready and then walk to school
When  I enter school I try and look for Billie
I simply just go to my locker
As I am keeping my shit in the locker I here laughing I look back and then I saw them
Billie and her stupid boyfriend tom kissing and hugging being all disgusting
What? I thought she liked me back? I think to myself
Trigger warning - bullying and slurs
"Hey fag" Tom says coming towards me
" W-what did you just say" I asked confused
" I said FAG you dyke Billie told us your bi, always knew you were disgusting" He says laughing with Billie
Did Billie really just tell everyone my biggest secret I def wasn't ready to come out to everyone yet and specially in this school hell nah
Fuck
I look at Billie with tears in my eyes
Before running to the restrooms

Billie pov-
Shit fuck
So after me and y/ns kiss not gonna  lie I do have feelings for her but my reputation matters more. Being bi or dating y/n will be the death of my reputation and I am dating the most famous guy in school so I can't break up with him.
I know I shouldn't have outed y/n like that he just forced me to tell

I look at y/n as she looks at me with tears in her eyes
All I see it hurt and betrayal
A flash of guilt hits me
But I can't tom see that I feel bad so I just laugh with him.
The bell then rings
I quickly go to my next class which was history
I go inside the class scanning the room
I see y/n sitting at the back with her head down
I decided to sit beside her
Because why not maybe I  could apologize too
Miss Katie (the teacher) starts the lecture
Ugh history is so boring i look over to see what y/ns doing
I look over and I see y/n lost in her thoughts I watch as a tear drops down her check followed by a few more
But soon they were wiped away
She looks over at me and quickly looks away.

TIME SKIP ( m lazy okay 🤚)
After school

Y/n pov-
After that horrible day at school I was back home. I can't believe Billie told everyone just like that I can't believe I trusted her. I was Lost in my thoughts before I bumped into someone
Oh shit fuck
It was tom and his gang Billie was there too of course she was
TRIGGER WARNING SLURS AND A LITTLE VIOLENCE

and that's when I knew I was fucked up
"Oh look who it is the little FAG" He says rolling his eyes
"You know what I do to fags like you "
He says coming closer to me
"N-no" I reply
" I beat them" He says before kicking me the stomach.
Ouch
The kicks just kept coming over and over and over and over
"Billie baby join in" Tom says enjoying this a little too much
I look up and see Billie hesitantly coming towards me
And guess what
She kicks me too a little to hard
Then they all start laughing and leaving
Thats all I saw before passing out on the road.

Beep
Beep
Beep
I slowly wake up
Where am I ? I saying looking around
"Oh your awake! " A nurse says smiling
Oh I am at a hospital
" Who brought me here? " I ask
"Oh it was your friend sarah I think her name was"
Omg sarah is here no way
Sarah is my best friend she is like my other half she was gone on a family trip shes back
Finally some happiness
" Can you invite her in please" I say weakly
She smiles before letting sarah in
"Omg sarah I missed you" I say hugging her lightly
" I missed you too y/n but what happened , I was just walking to your house before I saw you on the ground with blood everywhere you don't know how scared I was! " She says crying
" I am sorry sarah" I say before telling her evey thing
" OH MY GOSH I AM GOING TO KILL BILLIE " Sarah says Angrily
" Calm down it's okay" I giggle
" No y/n it's not! You Literally have a broken rib cage, a broken nose and bruises every where it's not okay at all"
She says defensively
Damn I am in bad condition
I sigh
" Sarah I'll be okay just stay with me please don't leave again I missed you're ass" I say crying
" Of course I will y/n I love you"
" Love you too" I reply

Time skip
Next day-
Billie pov-
Okay so I am worried as shit right now
I have just entered school and I don't see y/n anywhere after what happened yesterday I really hoped she would be fine. She never misses school this must be bad
I sigh going to my history class scanning the room I see no sign of y/n
"Uh miss Katie? Do you know where y/n is" I ask
" Oh sweetie didn't you hear? " She says Sympathetically
"What no? " I reply
" Oh y/n got admitted into the hospital she was found passed out on the road right front of her house thank god someone found her" She says looking at me with sad eyes
Shit we really fucked up
I really fucked up I shouldn't have outed her in the first place
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Ill make a part 2 don't worry but
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M just confused on which one I should do so help a girl out 💕💕
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