Billie Eilish Imagines | GXG

∆...embarassed?

This is another bully type story a little different I love reading/writing these types.
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Y/n pov
I am here just chilling  with my girlfriend Billie
It's the end of summer vacations
School is starting in a week and
Saying I am nervous is a understatement
See
A little backstory
Before the vacations started
The whole year Billie used to bully me
Billie and her friends
Danielle, drew and Eli
They used to bully me alot
It was arful
Being called names everyday and it got physical
So many beatings to scars that still haven't healed
It was traumatic to say the least
However at the end of our grade
Miss smith made us do pair projects
Me and Billie were paired at first I thought
Fuck my life this gonna be shit
But then we started hanging out more and more and we both confessed into liking eachother so this summer vacation has been the best just spending time with my girl
Enjoying our time together
We even said I love you to each other
CRAZY ikrrr!!
See now the thing that I am worried is that school is opening again
And Billie has a reputation
She wants to keep things private
Like really private
Only her brother , mom and dad know about our relationship
I wanna love her and show my affection in school
But she doesn't want that
And it sucks
I hope she doesn't go bullying me again
No.. She will not she promised me she has changed and of course I believe her
I love her.
"What you thinking about babe? " Billie says snapping me out of my thoughts
"Umm about uh food? " I smile
" Aren't you always" She laughs

Billie pov-
Oh god I am so nervous
For school
See the thing is
I love y/n
I am in love with y/n there is no denying that.
But it's just I have gave my all to built my reputation I have now
To have the friends I have now
And if they and everyone else find about me and y/n dating
It will break my reputation to pieces
And I can't do that
But that is not the only thing
I know for sure my friends are going to be confused of why the bullying stopped
So I'll have to bully y/n.
Oh god I feel so bad
Ugh I hope this doesn't ruin anything between us
But it'll be fine
She will be fine
Right?

Time skip ( school) -
(TW  BULLYING)
Y/n pov
Billie and I reach school
As soon as we reach the premises she quickly let's go off my hand
And walks away
Huh that was weird
I try catching up to her but she just ignores me like I don't exist
What is happening
I shrug is off and go to my locker
Then I see Billie coming towards me
I smile
"Hey billie!!! " I smile going to hug her
She quickly pushes me off
I slam against the locker
"Ow shit" I wince
What the fuck why did she do that
" Why tf did you do that Billie" I look at her In fear
Then I look behind her and see her "crew" Laughing
Great
Getting a lot of deja vu rn
"Shut the fuck up slut" She laughs
I look at her in disbelief
"Why are you doing this again bil?" I ask weakly
Tears are dropping
I almost
Almost saw her face soften
Then I feel a punch in my stomach
"Fuck" Was all I could get out
Since the scars from last year haven't healed it hurted 1000 times more
I couldn't even move
I look up and see Billie laughing before walking away
I look at her
In disappointment
She looks at me and a tear falls down her cheek
Why the fuck did I believe her
Why the fuck did she say she loves me and do this
Why the fuck does this only happen to me
M sitting there in agonizing pain
Just thinking about how I got tricked again into a relationship
I loved her
I really did
I can't believe she did this after all we have been through.
Suddenly I hear someone call out my name it was emily
Emily and I are kinda friends we don't hang out much but she always takes care of me
"Oh my god y/n are you okay what the fuck happened" She asks kneeling down
"P-please n-nurse" I managed to get out she quickly picks me up and takes me to the nurse.
The nurse just gave me ice
And called my brother so he could take me to the doctor
Yea I have a brother his name is Nick I love him he is Littreally my best friend he knows about Billie and oh he is gonna be mad when he founds out who did this.
When my brother arrived he clearly saw that I couldn't breathe and quickly took my to the hospital

Billie pov-
"Why are you doing this again bil? " Y/n asks with fear in her eyes
Her face was full of tears
My poor baby all I wanted was to hug her and tell her it'll be okay but I can't
I fucking can't
"Billie kick her it's the perfect opportunity" Eli says laughing
I can't kick her what the fuck
No fuck
" Yeah do it or your a pussyy" He says laughing more louder
Fuck it
I kick y/n in the stomach which I shouldn't have since I know her stomach is the most weakest
She quickly falls down in pain
Fuck
My baby
I look at her in empathy as she is holding her stomach trying to breathe
I just wanted to hug her and help her
Instead I went away leaving her there
All alone
Before going she gave me those eyes
Those once filled with joy y/e/c eyes now filled with fear, disappointment and disgust.
What
Have
I
Done.
Shit fuck
I make my way to my second class
This one was with y/n I was hoping to see her so I can talk to her
And at least apologize
Even if she hates me
I make my way to history
I look around the class and I see no y/n
Where is y/n?
She is never late
Like never late
Worry was flashing through my veins
Why the fuck did i just leave her there
What the fuck is wrong with me
"Miss katie can I please ask where y/n l/n is? "
I smile at her
"Oh dear, I don't know what happened but someone punched her really hard on the stomach and from what I have heard she couldn't talk or breathe so she had to go to the hospital" Miss katie finishes and then smile empathically
Fuck
Y/n is in the hospital and it's all because of me
All
Because of
Me
After school finished
I quickly went to the hospital
"Can you please tell me which room y/n l/n is?!? " I say hurrily
"Oh sweetie she has been Dismissed from the hospital a few hours ago
She smiles
Oh god I have to go to her house
I wish she can forgive me.

Here I am
Standing in front of y/n's house waiting for someone to open the door
Suddenly the door opens
And it's
Nick
" Who is- oh Billie? " He says Angrilly
M guessing he knows what happened
"Why are you here after what you did" He leans on the door frame
"I-i am here for talk to y/n" I mumble
"Hell nah you think I am going to let you talk to my sister, Billie you have hurt her more then you can imagine and I am not just talking physically" He sighs
"I know I know , look just please let me talk to her please" I look up at him with tears in my eyes
"Fine but you better make it count" He says leaving space for me the go in
I quickly go in and go in y/n's room
There I see her
Lying there
Crying
My heart breaks at the sight of my angel crying
"Go away Nick I told you I am not hungry" Y/n whines not looking up
"I-its me Billie" I say quietly
She looks up
With her blood shot eyes
"B-billie? Why are you here" She rolls her eyes
"I-i am h-here to a-apologize" I say with tears brimming my eyes
"Apologize" She chuckles before continuing
"What are you here to apologize for? , for lying? , oh or for kicking me the stomach? ORR for fucking telling me lies all this summer. You fucking told me you loved me" She scoffs shaking her head
" And I stupidely believed you"she laughs bitterly
"Y/n please" I plead
"WHAT PLEASE BILLIE WHAT PLEASE, DON'T YOU GET WHAT YOU HAVE DONE NOT ONLY HAVE YOU BROKEN YOUR PROMISE OF NEVER HURTING ME YOU BROKE MY HEART, OH GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE I LOVED YOU. I can't believe I thought people like you can change" She screams
"B-but I just didn't want people finding out about us y/n I have a reputation to carry and being with you will just ruin it"
I say bluntly
Fuck I am making it so much worse
"Oh so now I am an embarrassment too? Wow never thought a person can be THAT heartless. Billie I loved you like genuinely loved you, these friends of yours don't they are gonna forget about you and you know that. And after the summer we had together i-i really thought you changed. How stupid of me" She sobs
at this point we both are just crying and crying
"B-but I have changed y/n I have change I am so sorry y/n I promise I will break it off with my friends and we can be together again and and we will do all the sappy shit all couples do in public and everything" I say smiling
She looks up at me and frowns
"N-no Billie I am done, you had a chance I can't trust you anymore, you can keep your reputation and your friends I am so done with people like you thinking I am so oblivious and fall for your trap again. We. Are. Done, and that's final never talk to me again, never contact me again, and please don't take your energy in bullying me cuz I swear the god if you do I will call authorities for all the harm and beating you and your group had given me" She says before slamming the door in my face.
Fuck
I just stand there shock
I really fucked up.
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Hey y'all idk how this is but I'll probably not make a part 2 since I like this with just a sad ending
If I think of something interesting for a part 2 then I'll make it but most likely not.
Hope you enjoyed have a good day and love you💕