TW: self-harm, mention of abuse/rape marks
One year and eight months before the day
Megumi's POV
I groan as I feel something hitting my face and waking me up.
What the hell?
I look down to see the pink-haired boy sleeping soundly on my chest and sticking his elbow in my face.
Anyways, it must be almost time to wake up, right?
Slowly not to wake the sleeping boy, I pick up the phone and see that I still have 20 minutes before the time we were supposed to get up.
Well, I think I have more time to take a shower then.
Carefully, I start to take Itadori off me by laying him on the bed and replacing my body, that he was embracing, with his plushie.
I stop for a while and watch the scene.
He looks so calm and peaceful sleeping with a teddy bear.
I wish I could protect him from all the evil in the world... And after last night... I have to.
After a while of just standing there I felt like a creep and turned around, borrowing some clothes, and heading towards the bathroom.
As usual I did my hygiene but when I go to undress I remember a problem
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"Shit" I whisper to myself when I see my sleeve covered in dried blood
"This is going to hurt like hell" I let out another sigh and take off the sweater, leaving only the bloody sleeve.
It's not the first time that something like this has happened.
In fact there were times when I fell asleep bleeding, so I'm used to it, but that doesn't invalidate the pain at all...
Closing my eyes, I grab the towel and place it between my teeth to bite it preventing me from waking Itadori and take a deep breath.
1...2..3!
I quickly take off the sweater with a little muffled cry.
"fawk" (fuck!)
Blood drips from my arm to the ground so I use some toilet paper to clean it up.
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After cleaning and taking a few breaths I turn on the shower and getting in.
What a great way to start the day...
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"Good morning Fushi! I made coffee"
I smile in gratitude at the boy sitting on the couch eating cereal and watching some children's show.
Sitting next to him, I take the mug from the small coffee table and take a sip, while looking at the television.
"uh I have to say it" I look at the boy next to me as if to tell him to continue.
"i really don't want to go to university today" he says while pouting, letting a drip of milk run down his chin.
I use my tumb to stop the drop from falling before replying
"Neither do I. But if we don't go, Kugisaki will kill us" I say with a sigh.
I watch as his cheeks turn a little pink but soon after, he returns to his childlike state laying his head on my shoulder in a dramatic way
"But I want to stay at home sleeping and beating you in games"
I let out a sarcastic laugh "YOU beating ME? Never."
He giggles and raises his head looking into my eyes. I think he was going to fight back about beating me, but as soon as he saw how close we were he just kept quiet...
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