Midnight Series (camren version)

Chapter 18

Mistress

Tonight was the night; I was going to finally meet my butterfly as Mistress. She would be on her knees for me—nude and ready. Preparations were made and precautions had already been taken.

I'd gotten twice my fill of ultraviolet light today, and even consumed some food, all in attempt to curb my animalistic urges. Wanting to dominate was one thing, but not being in control of that desire was another.

Sunlight tended to calm Nermac. A few hours a day in the sunlight was plenty to sustain me, giving me the energy I needed and satiating my drive for food.

Sometimes it was difficult to find the time to be outdoors though, and in some locations—such as Chicago—it was difficult to get enough sunlight in the winter. Fortunately, years ago one of the Elders had designed a machine that could give us the ultraviolet light we needed, in a fraction of the time. The machine produced UV rays that we could absorb easily. Unlike the plants of earth that used very little ultraviolet light for energy, it was our primary source.

Humans somehow found out about the machines and began to use them to turn their skin brown. One of the Elders joked that it was considerate of them to cook themselves for us.

Spending as little as a half an hour in the machine gave me enough energy for a day, even if I was exposed to no other light. Today, I was in there for an hour just to be safe.

The need for food wasn't the only instinct I'd taken care of today. I also attempted to curb my sexual appetite before being in close proximity to butterfly.

Closing my eyes and taking my cock into my hand, I relived the memories of her various performances. I rocked my hips and stroked my hard length as the images danced before my closed eyes. Finding my release not once, but twice, I felt prepared for tonight.

After checking with Mike yesterday, I felt more confident. He told me he knew I could handle it, and I believed him enough to at least try. I had to see what it was like to be in the same room with her as Mistress while she was ready, willing and nude. There would be no touching; I just wanted to get accustomed to the scent of her arousal.

If it went well, we would move forward, but for tonight, it was just a quick meeting. She wouldn't see me. I instructed her to wear a blindfold. I'd always had my submissives wear a blindfold, and butterfly would be no different.

But the truth was, it was different and I didn't know why. In the past, my anonymity was for self-preservation. It was for my safety as well as theirs. With my butterfly, it went beyond that. I wanted her to want me for me, not because I had an attractive face or a well-toned body. And for that reason, I would never let her see me without her blindfold.

When I got to her place, I opened the door quietly. I'd thought of going to her apartment a million times, and it was hard to resist when I'd been in her building with Ally. I knew she would never know. I could pick the lock with ease and slip in and out undetected, yet I never did because it would in some way violate her, and I just couldn't do that.

But tonight I had permission. Tonight, she was expecting me, wanting me. She would be ready and waiting.

Although I could have crept in undetected, I needed to make enough noise to appear human. I also didn't want to alarm her. I closed the door without trying to mask the sound, and the click echoed throughout the apartment. I knew she heard because I could hear the quick intake of breath.

I walked down the hallway to her room, making sure that my footsteps could be heard. Slowly, I pushed open the door. She had the lights low, and her body seemed to glow. I wasn't sure how good her blindfold was and I didn't want to take any chances, so I clicked off the light.