Johndave- depression

Part 7

Dave's POV
I hold the slightly smaller boy in the hug for a second longer before I pull away "uh, hey..." Well this is awkward. "Hey" he says smiling but I can see the fear and sadness in his eyes. We just sit here looking at each other not quite knowing what to say. "Sorry to butt in here, but I'm one of your nurses. I need to ask you a few questions" it's the tall woman who came in with john "oh this is Kanaya, she's really a nice" John said noticing my confusion "okay on a scale of 1-10 how is the physical pain" she said pausing for me to answer. "Ah.. Um... 7??" Everything is moving so fast I can't think straight. "On a scale of 1-10 how do you feel mentally" she asked me as she pulled a small flashlight out of her pocket "um, I don't know" she flashes the light in my eyes "please follow the light with your eyes" I did as she asked "okay thanks that's all for now" she said turning the light off with a click.
" So... Uh what's going to happen now?" John asked I almost answered him but then I noticed he was looking at the nurse "well Dave what you did is very serious, you will have to stay in wing 6, the mental ward for a while" oh my god what did I do oh my god johns going to be all alone, I'm going to be stuck here, oh my god "I'm not sure if you will be aloud to have visitors " she said looking to john. "I-I won't be able to visit Dave?" I heard john say barely a meek whisper "no no Hun Im Not saying that, each case is different if Dave's doctor thinks you will help him improve then you will be able to visit" I'm not even sure what to say, everything is still hazy, but I sure as hell know I need john, I can't make it if I don't get to see john. "Uh I'm sorry... But john what happened I don't remember anything" I instantly regret asking that once I see johns eyes fill with tears. He turns his face away from me.
Johns POV
It feels nice to hold and be held by Dave, To hear his heart beat. The last time i held him in my arms I thought he was gone, forever. We hesitantly pull apart, he pauses for a second "uh... Hey..." I can see he is struggling desperately to start a conversation, his voice is low and raspy, his fragile voice catches me off guard "hey" I say forcing a smile, we just sit staring at each other like the awkward little fish we are. "Sorry to butt in here, but I'm one of your nurses. I need to ask you a few questions" she pauses waiting for Dave to give her the go ahead to ask, I can see he's confused "oh this is kanaya, she's really nice" I say trying to clear up his confusion. She starts asking him a few questions but I don't really listen to her I just look at Dave, I was so worried, I stare at him forcing myself to keep my gaze off his bandaged wrists.
"Okay thanks that's all for now" I hear kanaya, what does that mean, does Dave get to come home, can he go back to school?
"So... Uh what's going to happen now." I ask not quite wanting an answer. "well Dave what you did is very serious, you will have to stay in wing 6, the mental ward for a while" she answers my question but she directs the answer at Dave. "I'm not sure if you will be aloud to have visitors " this time she looks to me " I-I won't be able to visit Dave?" I'm surprised at how quiet I sound "no no Hun Im Not saying that, each case is different if Dave's doctor thinks you will help him improve then you will be able to visit" kanaya says walking towards me I walk backward away from her I don't want anyone to come near me, I know she's just trying to help. "Uh I'm sorry... But John what happened, I don't remember anything" the sound of Dave's voice breaks me I feel the tears building, I try to answer him but I choke and turn away from both kanaya and Dave as the tears start streaming.

((Omg I finally updated sorry it took so long but ugh I'm a lazy teenager, I have 26 hours on a plane soon so I will be writing a lot on there so expect more in about 2-3 weeks))