(William Control) Kiss me, Judas

Part 3

I woke up and saw that the tv was off, I didn't know when I turned it off. Did I roll over on the remote? I got up and went to the fridge to get some water. My mouth was kinda dry. I opened the fridge and got out a bottle of water. I turned around and sow a coat hanging on the chair. I wonder when he got back? I didn't hear anyone. I was sleeping hard or he's super light on his toes. "Will, are you here?" I called out to find out where he was. I didn't get an answer. I walked out and walked into the living room. "Will?" I heard a noise. I walked towards the hall. I walked further down and there was a door. I guess the study? "Will?" I called out one more time. I heard some shuffling noises. I walked closed to the door. I looked down the hall behind me to see if maybe I was wrong. I turned back around.

"Hey there." I jumped back very startled.

"Oh my fucking God. Will, please don't scare me like that!" I put my hand to my heart. He chuckled.

"Sorry, I was getting together a few things." He smiled at me.

"Oh, okay..." He put his arm around my back.

"I got you some food. I hope you don't mind a hamburger." I giggled.

"Oh course I don't. I haven't ate in a pretty good while." I grabbed the hamburger and unwrapped it. I began to eat it. I walked into the kitchen and sat at the table with my sandwich and bottle of water. This was so good. I haven't had a decent meal in a pretty good while. Will came over and sat by me.

"I was trying to keep quiet when I walked in." He gave me that adorable smile of his. "You looked so peaceful." I blushed slightly.

"I don't mean to be passing out so much. I didn't realize how much I've missed soft beds and comfy couches." I smiled at him while trying to eat all of this burger. He smiled again and got up from the chair beside me.

"It's perfectly fine. I'll go find you some clean comfy clothes. They probably won't fit too well, but I'm sure you won't sink in them." He walked away from me and upstairs he went. I nice hot shower would be amazing actually. I left half of my burger. I drank the rest of my water. I walked upstairs and saw Will looking for some clothes. He pulled out a black tee and some black basket ball shorts. It looked like it would fit. He laid them out for me on the bed.

"Thank you Will." I told him. He looked over at me.

"No problem." He walked out of the room. He stood at the door for a second. "Enjoy your shower." Then she shut the door and walked away. I went into the bathroom and turned the water on. It got hot very fast. I undressed and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked pretty rough I would say. I don't like feeling so gross. Being around in his house, on his bed and on his couch makes me feel so unclean, like I'm grossing out his shit. I stepped in and let the hot water pour down my skin. Oh my god, it felt amazing. I let out a huge sigh, it was wonderful. I shampooed my hair, added conditioner, goodness haven't done that in forever. Lathered up a cloth and washed my skin clean with it. It was a wonderful smell. This was so nice and relaxing. I turned off the water and rung out my hair. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I was so clean and shiny. It felt great. I threw my hair up in a towel and wrapped another around my body. I walked out into the bedroom and put on the clothes he had laid out to me. It felt even more amazing go be in clean clothes. I was so happy. I walked down the stairs and saw Will at the door. He was talking to someone. I tried to keep away because if wasn't my business. I heard it close quickly as I made my way back into the living room. I felt myself start to get a little itchy. I'm not gonna think about it right now, I can wait a little longer. I laid back onto the couch. I felt a presence beside me sit.

"Did you enjoy your shower?" Will asked.

"It was the best thing, and it's so nice to have fresh clean clothes." I still laid with my head back. "Thank you so much."

"Like I said, no problem." I opened my eyes and raised them up. I saw Will had something in a pipe. I couldn't see what it was. "Would you like any?" He asked.

"What is it?" I asked very confused.

"It's weed." I haven't had weed in forever. It would probably chill me out so I don't have to do other things right now. I still have a good fix of it, I'm sure it'll be fine.

"That sounds great!" I assured him. He put the pipe up to his lips and hit it. He gently blew smoke out from between his lips. Seeing him from this angel, it was quiet breath taking. I caught myself staring when he turned and looked at me. He handed me the pipe and I quickly reached for it. Why was I so embarrassed? I put it between my lips and hit it. I inhaled and quickly started coughing it out. This was very strong stuff and I don't know how he could hit it like an angel. I could tell my face was turning red from coughing.

"Are you already?" He put his hand on my back and tried to rub.

"Yeah, I'll be fine. I haven't had weed this strong in a very long time." I tried my best to make it audible for him. He nodded and continued rubbing my back for. I finally got all the coughing out and I was high as a mother fucker.

"Your eyes are very red." Will turned and told me. I smiled out of embarrassment, and it was also something I just couldn't control. I haven't felt this good in awhile. "Why are you smiling so big?" Will smiled and looked at me. I giggled and covered my head up.

"This is some strong shit Will." I was finally able to say. He laughed.

"It is for you." I smiled. I looked over at Will, his skin was so pale, he looked so flawless. I smiled at him again and reached my arms out. I grabbed onto him and hugged him tight. I felt a little bit of tension. Then he slowly lets it go and puts his arms around me too.

"Thank you so much, I am so grateful." I felt like I was gonna tear up. "I haven't been able to sleep in a comfy bed, take a shower, put on clean clothes, or get a fix. The drugs are what has me in this mess but thank you. Thank you for knowing I can't just stop them. They're monsters, but I love my monsters. They make me happy." He squeezed me slightly.

"I couldn't stand to see some poor girl have go give herself for drugs. It's something that makes you happy. You needed somewhere to stay. You can stay here as long as you want. It's fine. You just need to be safe." I started tearing up. I guess he could tell because he pulled me back to where he could see me. He looked me in my eyes and sipped a tear off with his thumb. "It's okay, you're very welcomed." I just jumped into his chest. I hugged him tight and cried a little bit more. He rubbed my back gently and my crying got softer. I felt better, I felt relaxed and all the stress in the world was washed away. I sat there, my head on his chest.

"Thank you so much, Will." I said once more. I started fading.

"Anything for my soooooo......." I couldn't hear him anymore. I faded too fast. I felt so safe. I could sleep so peacefully.