MAFIA BOSS - FIRST LOVE (JENLISA FF)

CHAPTER 37

Jennie's Pov

I'm here at my room lying in bed looking at the ceiling with plain emotion.

Take note my room.

I'm back to my old house.

It's been a week since Lisa left me. 

Without any words.

I felt like I'm dying slowly without her by my side.

At first I thought I'm just having a nightmare but when I open my eyes reality strikes me.

Lisa really left me. 

She left me. 

I can't help but to cry.

Flashback

I woke up crying.

I keep on calling Lisa.

"Hey Jen calm down." Irene said while comforting me.

When they heard me shouting they immediately come inside our room.

"Where's Lisa?" I asked them?

No one dared to answer. They all look worried.

"I said where's Lisa?" I asked for the second time. I'm getting impatient.

"Come down first Jennie." Seulgi said.

"Don't make me repeat my question again." I said with a blank face.

They got scared to my tone.

"Jen, Lisa's not here. If you remember what happened yesterday then that's it." Jisoo said.

Silence occurs.

"So she really left me for that psycho bitch." I said seriously.

"Jennie please understand the situation and if you really love Lisa please trust her." Jeong said.

I chuckle.

"Trust? You want me to trust her? Did she trust me? Or she doesn't love me? How can she have left me without saying a word? If she trusts or love me she will definitely make me understand the situation not just by living me behind. Whether she have her reasons or not. The point is she still left me. And she promised not to do that. and it hurts me so deep." I started crying.

"Jennie Unnie." Rose said.

"Baby please leave us for now. We'll accompany Jennie for now." Irene said to Seulgi.

"Okay we understand. But Jennie, before hating Lisa that much hear her side first it's not all about you alone." Seulgi said with a serious face.

I remained silent. The three went out it's me and the girls left.

"Jennie are you hungry?" Nayeon said.

"Yah Unnie you need to eat first. You should have enough of energy to face all of what's happening." Rose said.

"I appreciate the concern girls but I don't have the appetite to eat." I blankly said.

"You want to talk about it? Irene said.

I look at them. I see that they're all worried. I sighed.

"I badly want to see Lisa. I want to hear her voice. I want to hear her explanation. I want to believe her. I want to trust her. If she's only here to clear things. I want to believe that she really loves me."