MAFIA BOSS - FIRST LOVE (JENLISA FF)

CHAPTER 14

Lisa's POV

"Go for it! Just talk to her. Aisssssh!" I'm battling with my mind right now.

Our marriage is just a few days from now. I just want to tell her the details about our wedding. Even though I know she don't care about it. Knowing that she doesn't want this thing to happen and I'm just forcing her it really hurt me inside. I don't know why I'm feeling this but I'm hoping that one day she will learn to smile at me. I really hope so. I sighed.

"Okay Lisa just knock on the door and tell her your plan." I'm really talking to myself. Argghh! Why I'm being a coward now. The fuck! I'm walking back and forth when RM and Jungkook saw me.

"Boss just get in already! No need to be shy. Haha Jungkook teases me.

"Jungkook is right Boss! Fighting! RM said. And the two of them laugh.

"Shut up you two! I was annoyed then I suddenly open the door without knocking.

"Ow nice move Boss! Goodluck! Then they leave me while smirking.

Aisssh it was an involuntary movement! I mumbled.

I'm about to step ahead when I heard her speak.

"What are you doing here? Get out!" She blankly said.

She's kinda scary. I shake my head.

I look at her seriously. Without saying a word, I sit beside her on the bed.

She immediately stands. "What the hell? I just told you to get out and now you're sitting in my bed!" she angrily said.

"You look so hot when you're angry, you know that?" I told her with a smirk.

She pointe her index finger to me and about to curse I guess.

"Say that, I'm ready to kiss you again." I look at her lovingly.

"Arggggh! What do you want now? I know this is your house but this room is the only privacy I think I have! She then sits on the couch near the bed.

"Look Miss Kim, I'm not here to argue with you with something I just... ahmmmm." I stutter. What the fuck!

"You what?" she impatiently said.

I sighed. "I just want to tell you the details about our wedding." I look at her then lay my half body on the bed.

"The preparation is already done so why bothering to tell me." She carelessly said.

"Ahm I just want you to know." I said then I close my eyes.

Silence occurred for few minutes.

I broke the silence and speak.

"I will not be sorry about being like this to you and your father. I was born like this. I get what I want and no one can change that." I frankly said.

"I know that already, anything to say?" she quickly said.

" I want you to inform that our wedding will be held in Paris." I saw her a little shock. I continue.

"I chose a church wedding. It will be a huge wedding but also a private one. No media are allowed. My family will be there. When I say my family, my whole mafia clan. And also our affiliates. I invite only the trusted ones. You will meet my father boss so be ready to face him.

She interrupted me. "Why would I need to be ready? Are he going to kill me?" she asked.

"I don't know it depends on his mood." I smirk.

"Oh I will not be surprised if your father is like you!" she said.

I was annoyed with what she said. I looked at her with a blank face.

"Now what you're hurt what I told you? That you and your father .. * cut off.

"He's not my real father. I didn't have the chance to know my real parents so you don't have the right to tell that. I seriously said. She didn't utter a word.

"Let me continue what I need to say then I will leave you all alone." I carelessly said.

"Our wedding will be two days from now. I will leave tomorrow morning then you and your father will follow in the afternoon. This is the full details of the wedding I will leave it here, it's up to you if you will read it or not. After the wedding reception we will directly fly to Sweden for our honeymoon. Other details are in that folder. I blankly said while pointing to the folder.

"If you have question just ask the boys or your father" I added.

She remains silent. I sighed. I stand and walk to the door. Before I open the door I look at her. Straightly to her cat eyes.

"Like I said I get what I want. This wedding, i... I really want it. I planned it in detail. I want it to be the best. I want to introduce you to the world as my wife. I don't know why I'm being like this. I just want to do it so bad. Not to take advantage on you but it's my own will and desire to marry you. I never have a girlfriend. I don't flirt. I'm not a pervert as what you think. But I admit maybe I'm really attracted to you. This is all new to me. I'm not a risk taker but this is the first time I decide without clearly thinking. I'm not saying this for you to pity me or understand me or my behavior, I just want to let it out because its making me crazy thinking it all alone. You may hate me all your life but I still want to do this. You're mine remember that.

And after that long speech I immediately went out of her room and walk directly to my room. I leave without hearing her words. I wonder what she's thinking right now. I deeply sighed.

"Am I in love?"

a/n:  Manoban in love?hmmm

i'm trying to update everyday but i failed. haha i always come home late! (just sharing)

BP - THE SHOW was moved! let's hope for everybody's safety in this time!

Good thing we still have so much time to prepare and earn money for the access. haha

I already have so you better be good this Christmas so you can ask for this as a gift! haha

nuffsaid. (peace)