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BTS x Reader - Hold your promise

Just for you  kmlxo_ ! I hope this corresponds to what you wanted to read!

Putting my instruments away and setting aside all my notes and lyrics to focus on editing the video, hours flash by me so fast I even skip lunch, stomach out of mind and excitement making my heart skip more than one beat. Only once I am satisfied do I click on the publish button.

Since it usually takes time to upload a video and get it approved, I step away from my computer and decide to go make myself something to eat. "I can't believe I just did that" I mumble as I make myself a cup of ramen, not really feeling like making something huge and fancy.

Once the water is boiling, I pour it into the cup and mix in the powder and dried veggies then keep the lid closed with my chopsticks. Feet tapping the floor in an anxious rhythm, I wait until the noodles are soft enough to start eating and I get through the cheap meal quickly until the last drop.

"I can't believe I just did that" I repeat again, brain starting to tell me this was just a huge mistake and that I still have time to change my mind, but then my phone dings. "Crap" I let out before heading back to my computer.

Just like I thought, my video is finally uploaded on YouTube. I wait a little while and open the page to look at the number of views increase like wildfire spreading through a dry forest. Comments, along with likes and dislikes. You can't please everyone, but some people show their hate just because they feel like it so I usually don't pay much attention to that.

This time, I did a cover of BTS's Jamais Vu. I went all out with a cover of their choreography as well but with my touch added to it in which I hide only my face. For every videos I've done, I've never shown my face. No mentions of my name, nothing that could link to who I am. It's not my first time doing that song but I wanted to show my followers how much I improved since then and the difference is mind blowing. The me from five years ago would be impressed with the me from now and I hope they feel the same.

I reload the page to see already 329K views and I smile anxiously. I know this one is going to blow up because at the end, I made a promise to my followers. One I'm not too sure if I regret or not.

If BTS calls me out at tomorrow's concert, which I will attend, I'll reveal my identity.

I read out some comments and giggle, relief seeping through my worries that some people are excited about this.

OT7KILLEDME: EVERYONE SHARE THIS AJKEWFBEF
LIKES: 3.57K DISLIKES: 38 COMMENTS: 4
     SUGAISBAE: I just did, hopefully we finally get to see her face
     IHATEMYLIFE: She just said that for attention, she lied for sure
     IHATEMYLIFE: Anyway why would BTS even care like she's nobody
     OT7KILLEDME: Yo shut up you're just jealous, IMNOTUNKNOWN is freaking amazing

My fingers itching to write something, I grab my keyboard and type in something real quick.

    IMNOTUNKNOWN: IHATEMYLIFE I understand if you're jealous, I would be too in your place! You just have to skip the future reveal if it doesn't interest you!
    SUGAISBAE: OHHHHHH she shut you up real good that's my queen

I chuckle and look at the other comments. A lot of people not believing me, obviously, but a lot also complimenting my singing and dance cover while also wishing me the best of luck and that they'll share with their friends.

I lean back into my chair and look at the ceiling. Would BTS see my message? Would they even care? I huff to myself. BTS doesn't give shout outs left and right, so to wish for them to bring my promise to life during their next concert that happens exactly tomorrow night seems like an impossible dream.