💘 The daydreamers 💘

We may be broken but at least we're broken together

⚠️TW!⚠️

I skated back to the school and cut through the parking lot to his car, I sat on the hood of his car and waited a bit before I heard the schools back door open.

He walked over to me with a soft expression on his face, I looked up at him and he opened his arms before I fell into them. He rubbed my back and said

"i'm sorry..."

"it's okay..."

He kissed my neck and whispered in my ear

"Come on ma, let's go for a drive before we go to the shop."

"Alright, wait hold on a sec."

My dad was calling me and I answered

"What's up dad?"

"Um, are you busy?"

"If I'm being honest not really."

"y-your mom, she's dead...."

"What, w-what happened?"

"Drunk driving, she drove into a river."

I hung up and put my phone in my pocket,

"What's up babe?"

"Guess who fucking died today?"

"No shit."

"Yup, she died in a river."

"Well what are you gonna do?"

"Let's go to my place, technically it's mine since she died and my brother lives in his buddy's basement."

"Alright mamas."

We got in his car and drove to my house, we didn't really talk but we just listened to biggie tapes he had.

Once we pulled up we both got out and saw the house empty and emotionless, we went inside and decided to clean up the place a bit because there were scattered beer bottles everywhere along with random cigarette butts on the ground.

The place looked so much better after we cleaned in up and I decided to decorate it my way since I didn't have anyone to tell me no and Fuckshit was the one who convinced me to actually do it, I had some black out curtains in my closet so I decided to replace the old ones which have probably been vomited on and those were trash. I moved the furniture around a bit with help from his truly and it looked way better, I cleaned my room while I was at it and now I actually had a nice house to stay in.

It was around two and we wanted to relax for a bit in my room, he laid on the bed with me and gave me kisses on my cheek and on my neck. I laid facing him and he smiled,

"Whatchu lookin at me for?"

"just because."

"Because?"

"because you're cute and I love you."

"So are you, you're my woman and I will always love you."

"you are the first guy to actually say that to me, my ex actually said he loved me but he didn't mean it."

"what do you mean?"

"um, h-he used me."

"what?"

"yeah, he would drug me and do everything he wanted. he took my virginity and he's still out there doing it to girls at school."

"holy shit..."

"it all started freshman year and ended last year, i wish i could've stopped it but....i couldn't."

"mami, why didn't you tell me?"