💘 The daydreamers 💘

Time moves slow

I was packed and ready to go but I truly didn't want to leave my boys, I was skating with them one last time and Fuckshit would not let go of my hand.

Once we got to the school and sat down under the tree no one could say anything, we were gonna say goodbye for a while. I lied and said I was almost 18 but i had just turned 17 a month ago, god I cant lose my boys...

"so how long are you gonna be gone?"

"I dunno ruben, a while..."

"Why didnt you tell us what happened-"

"Better yet why the fuck did you lie to us?"

"Fuckshit!"

"What im being honest ray?!"

Soon enough the boys were thrown into a fit of blaming and who did what which made me feel safe for some reason, these boys would always be there for me and I couldn't help but smile with tears in my eyes.

Once fuckshit saw my tears he had a faint smile before speaking,

"What's wrong baby?"

"Nada, just us being us...."

He pulled me into his arms before Ray and them joined in all somewhat in tears, these are my boys and I'm gonna miss them so fucking much.

I was crying so hard which made fuckshit's heart break, he's always hated seeing me cry and it made the other boys' hearts hurt we were family after all.

Fuckshit kept his arms around me being scared to let me go, he was scared to lose me and i didn't blame him at all.

"Y'know we're always gonna be here,"

Ray said through his tears and trembling voice with a smile to which Ruben nodded and said,

"We ain't leaving anytime soon Aris."

I nodded shaking before Fuckshit kissed my temple and kept his forehead on mine, god I love this boy with all my heart and I cant bare to see him go.

My beeper went off which was my signal that it was time to go which i didn't want to happen yet and they knew too that i was gonna leave now.

I stood up with tears streaming down my cheeks before Ray gave me a hug saying

"I love ya kiddo..."

"Love you Ray."

He pulled away before I saw fourth set his camera down still filming and i gave him a hug making him tear up so I pressed a kiss on his cheek while saying

"Strong baby better be ready when i get back to see y'all."

He smiled before I went over to Stevie who was already crying and he hugged my waist tight as i held him saying

"I'll be back Stevie don't worry.."

He sniffled before I messed with his hair making him laugh, I went over to fuckshit who was trying to keep it together but I held his cheeks wiping away stray tears before he wrapped his arms around my waist swaying me back and forth making me remember when we danced for the first time it his room all those months ago...

He kissed me on the lips moving to my cheek before letting go saying

"I love you ma..."

"I love you more shitfuck."

He smiled as i went over to ruben who was standing with his hands in his pockets, I held out my hand before he dapped me up smiling and hugged me saying

"Ima miss you stupid."

"I'm gonna miss you too Rube."

I pulled away still holding him by his shoulders before i ran my hand full of rings across his head saying

"I swear to god if you have a buzzcut next time I see you I'm gonna laugh."

He rolled his eyes before I actually pulled away wiping my eyes, I stood for a sec before saying since they were all looking in my direction

"Alright I know y'all want one last hug."

I opened my arms before they all gave me a hug laughing their stupid asses off. This was it, this was the end of an era where I found my true family and me myself. They've been there for me thru everything, and I'm never gonna forget my boys.

Now that my friends, was the mid90s...