💘 The daydreamers 💘

Is this goodbye?

I got out of his car and got my board before walking inside, he was walking down the stairs as I was walking in and he shot me a smile but I didn't.

I put my stuff down before flopping on the couch and shoving my face into a pillow and shouting into it which turned into tears, I felt someone place their hand on my back which made me flinch.

I turned my head and saw Fuckshit with a sad look on his face, he wiped the tears off my cheeks and said softly

"What happened."

"i-i'm leaving, in a week..."

"baby..."

He pulled me into a hug and I began to sob in his arms, he rubbed my back before I said

"what the hell am i gonna do..."

"don't worry mamas, we'll figure it out."

"i can't leave you guys, i can't lose you fuckshit."

"hey hey, you're not gonna lose me ma."

"it feels like it. i'm gonna lose you guys just like everyone else..."

He sighed before kissing my forehead and he lifted me up before carrying me in his room, he closed his door and locked it before laying down with me.

He gave me kisses on my cheeks and I was still out of it, I can't lose them like I've lost everyone else.

"baby."

I hummed back softly in response before he mumbled

"what can i do to make you feel better?"

"i don't know babes..."

He put his hand on my cheek and stroked my cheekbone softly, he put his forehead on mine before pecking my lips.

We both sat up and I wiped the tears off my face when he wrapped his arm around my shoulder, I turned to face him and he pulled me on his lap before I wrapped my legs around his waist and wrapped my arms around his neck.

He had his arms wrapped around my stomach and he kissed my neck before mumbling softly

"i'm here ma..."

I was starting to fall asleep and he kept me in his arms the whole time, god he's so fucking amazing.

*Fuckshits POV*

I heard her sniffles which made my heart ache for her, she doesn't deserve this anymore. My baby girl needs to be happy for once, her phone buzzed and I picked it up to see some texts from Luca.

Dumbass 😎🚬

Hey, wanna hang with the gang for a smoke sesh?

If not, maybe we could hang tomorrow if you want.

Yo it's fuckshit, she's asleep rn.

Shit my bad, tell her I texted tho.

I put her phone back and she was fast asleep, I laid down with her by my side and she moved a bit.

She had her arms around my waist and she was close to me as her breathing was slow, I eventually fell asleep with her and had some weird ass dream. Like a trip gone so fuckin' wrong, that's besides the point.

I woke up to her at the edge of the bed trying to keep quiet but I could hear her whimpers from the crying,

"babe?"