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Death isn't pretty

⚠️TW!⚠️

I saw Aiden again with a black eye and blood dripping down his mouth, I nudged Fuckshits shoulder and he looked over and laughed. Aiden looked at us and he looked pissed, he ran off and we got in the car to head to school.

We listened to the radio and laughed about Aiden, he really thought he was tough.

We pulled up in the parking lot and parked before we smoked half a cigarette,

"man it's only the second day of school and I'm not psyched about this."

"me either, besides I'm still hungover from last night."

I laid my head on his shoulder and said

"maybe we should skip today?"

"I don't know mami, let's try and get through the day if we can."

I nodded and he put out the cigarette before we had to go to our first class, we were in the school building when we got a lot of looks from people which confused me.

I went to my locker which had some note attached to the inside,

"Don't think you're slick, I know you're with my man. If I see you with him you're not gonna have a good week, let's just say a knife in the back won't feel good.

Kisses!
-Angela."

I put the note in my pocket and Fuckshit went to his locker which was two or three away from mine, I called Fourth Grade because something didn't seem right.

"Rehab?"

"Hey Fourth, um quick question?"

"Alright, shoot."

"Do you know who Angela is?"

"Oh shit, one of Fuckshits old hook ups. Didn't she kiss him the other day and you skipped school with me?"

"Fuck, that's her. She put a note in my locker threatening me to stay away from Fuckshit or else.... she's putting a knife in my back!"

"What? Where are you?"

"My locker, look I really don't think-"

I saw Angela kissing Fuckshit again and he was trying to get her off,

"Hello? Rehab?"

"Ryder I need you to get over here."

I hung up and went over to them, I pushed her off of him and said

"Bitch, don't you have a brain?"

"Oh, I see you haven't got my note."

She pulled a knife out and pressed it against my stomach which got Fuckshit pissed, some guys held him back and class was already started so the halls were empty.

Aiden was behind me and another friend of his held me back as well, she and some different guys started to punch my stomach and my face.

I was in so much pain and Aidens friend was covering my mouth so I couldn't scream, they let go of me and Angela kicked my stomach one more time before going over to Fuckshit and giving him a kiss.

He had tears in his eyes just looking at me and he didn't kiss back, she pulled him closer and forced him to kiss back. I was in tears of the pain and just seeing him like this, she pulled away with a smile and her friends let him go and left with her.

He ran over to me and pulled me into his arms, what he didn't know is that I had been stabbed by her. He put his hand on my stomach which caused me to wince at the pain, he lifted my shirt to see the long cut and a shit load of blood.

Fourth Grade came running over along with Ruben and Ray, Fourth Grade eyes widened and Ray looked pissed. I was hugging Fuckshit at the time but I was slowly letting go,

"baby no, please stay awake!"

"i love you..."

He held me tighter and was crying into my chest, Ray was on the phone with I'm guessing 911 and Fourth Grade was by my side holding my hand. Ruben had ran off earlier because he couldn't see me like this.

I was slowly closing my eyes but I didn't want to,

"No, look at me ma. You need to stay awake."

"i don't know...i'm tired...."

"please, please don't leave..."

I was in tears and I couldn't move, my body was slowly shutting down. I wanted to hug him again but I couldn't no matter how much I tried, I was already falling asleep but I could hear everything around me.

"mami? please get up!"

He shook me trying to get me up but it was no fucking use, I don't remember anything after that but I do know that I was out for a while. Everything was a haze, it was like the same feeling I had with both crashes. Empty, the never ending void.