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On the road

*Syds POV*

I woke up in Luca's arms and I had a blanket down by my waist but he moved it up to my shoulders, I moved a bit and he kissed my temples. I looked up at him and he kissed my forehead,

"hey sleepyhead."

"hey luca..."

"you sleep okay?"

I nodded and he gave me a kiss on my cheek, I didn't mind that much.

"by the way, your guy friend texted while you were asleep."

"god, what did he say?"

"he was just concerned about you a lot, I told him you were sleeping and he just wanted to talk to you."

"fuck, where's my phone?"

"here..."

He handed me my phone and I called Fuckshit,

"hey mamas."

"hey, so i didn't read the texts yet but you're gonna have to explain."

"ma, i was shit faced and Estee's friend took me in a room and i thought it was you. when you walked in that's when i knew i fucked up, i didn't mean to hurt you like that."

"you don't know this but when we were dating and at parties, I've seen you kissing and fucking every girl and don't think you're fucking slick cause you're not!"

"what?"

"yeah, i'm not exactly blind or dumb. look, we're gonna have to take a break."

"what the fuck, syd i know i fucked up-"

"just, give me some space for a while..."

I hung up and I didn't notice the tears falling down my cheeks until Luca cupped his hands on my cheeks and wiped them off with his thumbs, I looked down at my lap and he pulled me towards him.

He hugged me tightly and said softly

"you know we can leave tonight."

"what?"

"a couple of my friends are trainhopping tonight and we're heading out to Oregon I think."

"can I come along?"

"definitely..."

"when do we leave?"

"At six, it's almost six now so we gotta get our things together."

I nodded and we both got up to get ready, I changed into some cargo pants and a baggy N.W.A shirt with my vans. I had my bag already put together so I was fine, Luca was packing some of his stuff and he said

"it's gonna rain later so we should leave earlier to beat the rain."

"sounds good."

He smiled and grabbed his bags, I grabbed my things and we went out to the parking lot to meet his friends. I saw a couple of his friends who I knew and some I didn't, one guy named Seth I used to be buddies with but again we got distant after a year. Definitely a crackhead you find living at the skate park.

We all said hi and started heading to the tracks, we all dicked around being dumbasses trying to make each other laugh before we heard the thunder in the distance as it was starting to rain.

"the trains here, move y'all's fat asses!"

Seth said while running, we all busted out laughing while running with him. The train was picking up speed so we ran faster before getting in the train car, it was raining hard and we just closed the car doors half way so we could light a lantern.

We talked and laughed for a couple hours before we got tired, well everyone except me.

I laid in between Luca's legs and he had his arms around my waist, I felt something in my pocket and when I pulled it out it was a picture of me and Fuckshit while he was kissing me on the cheek when we were at the party yesterday.
Yesterday was Halloween and also my birthday but he really was happy and he made me really happy, I couldn't take it anymore.

I got up and grabbed my bag before Luca said

"what are you doing?"

"look, i hope you guys have fun wherever you guys are heading but this isn't my thing. i'll see you guys around though."

They all said goodbye and cheered me on as I jumped off the fast moving train in the pouring rain, Seth shouted out the of car

"Long live Aris Martinez bitch!"

I laughed as I flipped them off with both my hands and ran off to the city, I wasn't that far from his house so I just booked it there. I was so out of breath but I let going until I got to his house, I got to the door and knocked before I just tried to catch my breath.

He opened the door and I looked up to see him, his eyes were red and puffy and he wasn't wearing a shirt but he was wearing sweatpants.

"Syd?"

I fell into his arms and he hugged me tightly,

"ma, you're fucking soaked get in here n****!"

I came inside and he walked off to get a towel for me, he came back and wrapped me in a towel with a smile on his face.

"you okay mamas?"

"yeah... just winded, holy fuck..."

"winded? where did you come from?"

"uh, a train with luca and his friends going to oregon..."

"you was finna leave us?"

"no, i bailed because i couldn't leave you guys."

He had a little smile on his face and gave me a kiss, my eyes started to water and I was shaking from being cold. I flinched when he took off the towel and wrapped his arms around my shoulders, I cried into his chest and all I could hear was

"it's alright mamas, i'm not gonna leave you."

I laid my head in the crook of his neck and he gave me kisses on my temples, he wiped off my tears with his thumb and I flinched. He looked down at me to see a shiner on my eye,

"n**** why is your eye bruised?"

"i hopped off the train and hurt my eye, it's nothing..."

He didn't really believe me but he just nodded and kissed my cheek, I was falling asleep to him humming quietly and I felt like I was home.

I was asleep for a couple hours before I jolted awake from a nightmare with tears in my eyes, this time I was in one of Fuckshits shirts and a pair of his boxers while he was holding me on his bed.

He was already awake and he saw me panicked and he just cupped his hands on my cheeks and said softly

"aye, it was just a dream mamas. it's okay..."

I was shaking a bit and he just gave me a soft kiss, he put his forehead on mine and whispered

"it's okay...."

I gave him another kiss and he had a little smile on his face, I pulled away and put my forehead back on his.

He sat up and pulled me up on his lap and hugged me tightly as I laid my head on his shoulder, he rubbed my back and kissed my neck while humming. He really made me feel like I could trust again, I was still shaking and he said softly

"you wanna talk about it?"

"i dreamt that we were both hanging out at the school and.... yo-you got shot..."

"shit..."

"i can't lose you..."

"you're not gonna lose me ever..."

he kissed my neck before mumbling

"my baby girl..."

"my daddy..."